just a fan || BE

•twenty•

pov:Alina
Friday

i wake up really fucking early and look at my phone, a fuck-ton of notifications, people tagging me in comments, people making fan pages to get clout, blah blah blah,
i get ready and decide to read the comments on the kids video from last night until bil gets up, and eventually she does wake up,
"hey babygirl" she smiles at me,
"hey dear, how'd you sleep?" i ask smiling back at her.
,,it was alright, you?" she asks getting up to find some of her clothes.
"it was good, cuddling you always helps me sleep" i giggle,
she giggles back and replies "aww.. it helps me sleep too"
"look at how many people made fan pages of me to get noticed" i laugh and show her my phone
she scrolls through all the fake ass stans who know nothing about me,
she grabs my phone and starts typing
"billie?" i ask
"hold on baby" she replies, continuing to type
she gives my phone back and i read what she commented
"lol yall are so fake don't even know her actually birthday or anything, if you want clout you don't have to be fake for it -Billie"

my phone blows up moments later i read the comments laughing a little,
until Billie gets a call from Finneas

"hey fin what's up" she answers putting him on speaker 'cause why not,

"billie come home i swear to god if you don't stop bullying stans, i don't care if they are fake, you can't just do that billie"

"omg Finneas they didn't know the first thing about Alina they just wanted the clout? what does it even matter i'm just interacting with the fans like they all beg me to do." she calmly yells at him.

"billie- just come home" he sighs and hangs up.

Billie sighs and sits down on the bed, i walk over to her, sit down next to her and rub her back, after a minute of nothing i break the silence, "im sorry baby."

"it's okay it's not your fault mamas." she replies getting up and getting our stuff packed.

"yeah.." i whisper to myself.

once we get back to the billies parents house finneas is waiting for billie and they have a talk, ofc billie "won" it and finneas understood billies part more and now everything is great,

after a few hours of me and billie packing some of her room, my mom and sister show up.
i walk downstairs and greet them, my mom and B's mom talk for a little bit and then we drive to billie and i's new house.

we move everything into our room.

"hey maddy come with me real quick" billie says and walks out of the room maddy following, i follow shortly behind knowing what's billies gonna show her.

they go to the guest bedroom, and i hear maddy scream, "AWWW BILLIE-"

we had previously decorated one of the guest bed rooms specially for her it's a little thing because she had only came out as trans 2 or 3 weeks before i met billie, so billie wanted to do this for her. it's got 3 red walls and a black-ish gray one and a literal doll house, a small piano and a bunny, as it is her favorite animal.
she runs over to it and covers her mouth.
OMGG ALINA LOOK AT IT

(uhm.. the photo i had was of my real life rabbit and he recently passed away so i'm deleting it..)

"aww he's so cute" i giggle.
"I KNOWW" she whisper-yells.
"what are you gonna name him?" billie asks
"uhmmm.. maxwell!, max for short tho" she giggles out and picks him up from the cage.

"sounds nice" billie smiles.
she looks around still holding the rabbit and sees her bed it has unicorn shorts with a blohsh blanket. and pretty rainbow pillow cases.

once she's done examining her room she starts crying.

"why did you guys do this for me?"
"because you know,, we know you'd want to stay here especially if ali-" she starts but i cut her off

"BECAUSE we have sharkie and you know, we thought you'd want to stay here for a little while." billie frowns as i say this,

"thank you guys" she hugs us putting the rabbit down on her bed.

____
a little while later..

i'm literally just sitting on the bed, chilling and billie walks up to me. AND SAYS

"alina, we should have a kid. i want a baby."

"yea? you push it out of your vagina." i joke and she rolls her eyes

"baby, we can have one of those weddings where one of us is pregnant it would be cute" she smiles

"okay.. but we're not engaged" i laugh "shit-" she mumbles "it's fine your moms going home tommorow so we should probably go to sleep" billie says

i run my hand up and down her thigh "we could.." "u-uhm on.. on second thought.." billie stutters

"i mean if you want to sleep that's fine baby" i say slowly moving my hand farther up.

"i-i" she stutters again

"that's what i thought baby" i climb on top of her kissing her neck.

she lets out soft moans until i stop.

"why did you stop?" she asks

"I'm a littleeee tired" i giggle softly "please.." she begs "excuse me?" i say with a grin

"alina you know what" she says and gets up "what?"

she gets on top of me kissing my neck.

...

"good morning baby" billie smiles as i sit up
"ughh... god damn i'm sorry- i can't barely move" i sigh

"your fault mamas, you were doing the most." she shrugs

"blah blah blah, whatever" i mimic her tone and try to sit up, falling to the ground a few seconds after.

"jesus Billie you didnt have to do that.." i sigh as she comes over to help me up
"i'm sorry baby, are you okay?" she asks pouting.

"yes baby, i'm fine- can you get me some water please?" i lay back down
"ofc baby, be right back."
billies goes to get me the drink and my mom comes in soon after.

"hey love, i'm going home today, is maddy staying? she doesn't wanna leave max"
"yeah ofc mom— that's fine" i say taking breathes in between words.

"are you okay dear?" she says as billie comes in right after, handing me the water.

"uhm.. i'm fine" i laugh nervously, just sore from.. moving around stuff for maddy's room!" i lie.

"oh, okay,, welp imma get going, bye girls! i love you"

"we love you!" i say

she leaves and i practically inhale the water.

my throats dry and my body's sore.

"jesus christ billie.." i giggle slightly
"i'm sorry babe"