Love sick

♡ Two ♡

Gon found many things annoying; the rapid clicking of pens, when simple things didn't make sense, when he fails anything regarding anything...

Or especially things involved with anyone who had intentions with Killua Zoldyck.

The brown eyed boy sat in his math class, hearing but not listening whatever his teacher was rambling on about. He didn't listen to his teacher speak about mathematical equations or geometrical angles.

All he thought about was the boy that looked at his Killua like he did when he first laid eyes on him.

He let out a barely audible chuckle as he scribbled some unreadable letters onto his notebook 'That bitch', he thought to himself.

Fucking looking at him, he doesn't deserve to get near as close as he was.

Why was he so close?

No one is allowed to look at Killua like that.

Nobody is allowed.

No one but me.

I'm the only one that can love him like he deserves.

No one else; not him; not anyone!

"Mr. Freecss." Gon was snapped out of his thoughts by his teacher calling his name. "I'm assuming you've already learned this material considering you seem so bored with the subject."

"N-no, sir. I'm sorry. I-I was-"

"See me after class, Gon"

"Yes, Mr. Yama" Gon sighed to himself as he slumped in his chair, 'Great.'

After class

"Are you alright, Gon? This isn't like you; dozing off during a lecture. You're always so attentive during class."

"Yes,sir, I apologize. I just haven't been feeling very well lately... a lot is on my mind, I'm sorry." Gon was annoyed with the entire situation, he just wanted to get it over with as he sighed internally to himself for the fifth time.

Mr. Yama sighed as he fixed his glasses, "It's okay, Gon, just don't let it happen again. You are an honor student after all, don't forget that. "

" Yes, sir, it won't happen again." Gon bowed respectfully before exiting his class for lunch.

Gon didn't eat much in general, he ate a small snack-like things, like granola bars, an apple, some orange juice, and sometimes a box of chocolate robots...But he always ate quickly for one particular reason.

Their school had an outdoors area in the center of the school, a small fountain centered the grassy area, the school farmed the yard perfectly for students to roam around and chat. Several trees scattered around the yard, some small pinkish white flowers placed here and there, and the green lawn that was nice enough to sit on.

Gon would sit near the corner of the yard, eating his meal while other cliques of both girls and boys talking and gossiping about whatever stupid topics there were. He never cared for socializing, he was always the quiet student that was happy minding his own business and exceed by himself.

But for a moment, time stopped for Gon when he saw a pale boy enter the grassy area. Gon stared with doe like eyes, orange juice straw in mouth, as he studied every feature as Killua walked by.

'His hair is a bit longer than usual' Gon observed, adding onto the list of things he loved about Killua Zoldyck.

The older teen sat at the edge of the fountain where he normally sat, taking out his own lunch and turning on his phone. Gon quickly finished his own lunch, pulling out a book for himself.

He subtly looked at the older male, observing his every move; how his eyes were focused and narrowed, how his lips moved when he ate, how how his fingers moved quickly across his phone screen.

Gon couldn't help but think about what his fingers would look like when he would-

Killua's eyes flicked upwards towards the brown eyed boy's direction, Gon realizing he was staring for too long, looked back down towards his book, a pink blush dusting across his cheeks out of pure embarrassment.

'You're supposed to be subliminal, Gon' Gon let out a deep breath as he prayed that he didn't look too harshly to give the older boy a bad image of him...being a labeled as some weird intense stalker.

Once the bell signaling lunch was over and had ended, it was time to move onto the next period. Gon watched as his love pack up, looking longingly once again that one day he will be his again.

'He will be'

But Gon sighed as he gathered his things and headed back into the building. He began walking to his next class when he saw a familiar face, furrowing his eyebrows at the male student walking ahead of him.

"So, you're really thinking of asking him out?"

"Yeah I mean, why wouldn't I?"

A knot formed in the black-green boy's stomach, hoping that they weren't talking about who they thought.

"Have you even talked to him?"

"I complimented his photography from the school newspaper."

The two giggled while Gon grinded his teeth.

"Well, Killua won't be able to say no to you."

That's when something in Gon snapped, his eyes blown wide but quickly turned into something else, something more angry. He thought he could give him a break at first, but now it confirmed that he was indeed a rival, and Gon knew what he needed to do.

The day went by quickly and the students stampeded their way down the stairs and to the school's entrance. Gon waited behind until a majority of them were gone, with some small conversation with fellow students, he got the right amount of information on who the male student was and that it takes him a while to leave the school.

He recognized him right away when he had approached his locker to gather his things. Gon quickly put on a happy, friendly, approachable demeanor as he made his way over to him.

"Haku?" Said boy turned towards the voice. "Hi, I'm Gon."

He looked confused for a moment, but soon had a bright smile, "Ah, yes. Gon Freecss, you're one of the super smart students."

Gon quicky faked a laugh, " Yes, that's me."

"Well, what's up?"

"Oh, I was wondering if I could talk to you about something."

"Yeah, sure, what do you need?" He shut his locker, giving Gon his full attention.

"Nothing too serious, actually it's getting kinda late, we should walk and talk, is that okay?"

"Yes, of course" He began walking towards the school's entrance while Gon followed closely behind, not knowing all the sinister thoughts the greenette had in mind towards him.