Love sick

♡Five♡

Gon was becoming irritated with the school. The investigation had been put on a temporary hold due to lack of evidence and leads, but people didn't stop their search. His close friends were still asking if anyone had seen him, and his family wasn't any better, they are doing the same thing around town.

'fucking hell, why don't they give up already.'

Gon wished they would just drop it, it was as clear as Killua's love for Chocorobo-Kun that Haku was gone for good, but his loved ones wouldn't give up. Gon wanted everyone to get over it because the longer people thought about it the more they looked. 

The night after Gon killed Haku, he searched up the truck's driving route and found out they would've picked up the body three hours after it happened. He just hoped that the body was in some dump being eaten by rats or something. As long as it was somewhere it couldn't be found he couldn't care less. Still, it was annoying how no one was giving up on finding the body.

Deciding to not think about it, Gon walked to the music room. Gon watched the special white head of hair move side to side-

'I wonder what he's listening to'

Gon thought while watching from the music room. Gon would watch Killua like it was the first time he saw him. Gon remembers that day clearly, sometimes he wondered if Killua remembered that day too.

'You're really cute, you know?'

'Really?'

'Yeah! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise either, okay?'

'Oh...okay'

Gon smiled at the memory.

'One day...'

PE or Physical Education was one of Gon's bigger strengths. Gon was toned in stature, his legs especially, he is in the track team after all. The uniform for the girls and boys was the basically  same, but Gon got unlucky on his first day of second year, 'Hello, I'm here to pick up my PE uniform?' 'Oh dear, would you mind using the girls uniform for a while, there isn't that big of a difference, the only difference I can think about is the size. We ran out of boys uniform, don't worry though, we'll get you a boys uniform as soon as possible!' 'Oh uhm sure?' 'Thank you, honey' 

"Huh I never did get the boys uniform..."

Gon said thinking out loud, at first he didn't like the uniform. It was tight and a bit too short for comfort but he got used to it after a while. If Gon was being honest he didn't compleatly understand why it was such a big deal, Gon had worn girl clothes before and girls he knew had worn boy clothes, he wasn't a big deal to him- clothes is clothes.

Gon kinda hated what the boys would say to him in the locker room, they always asked why he was wearing the wrong uniform or they'd ask if he was in the wrong locker room as a way to mock him, but he would usually make them shut up by beating them in whatever they were doing for that day. 

Some of the track & field members decided to run a few laps around the track, so Gon joined them; he was a track member after all. Gon actually really liked running, it helped him clear his thoughts, it calmed him down. Since Haku's 'disappearance' the school's heightened atmosfear hasn't  gone away.

'Why do people keep looking for him? Don't they understand that he's most likely, and actually is, dead' 

Gon hadn't noticed his increased, while he was thinking, and with that, he tripped over a small rock, letting out a 'oof' as he fell and got the air knocked out of him.

"Ow.." Gon mumbled as he slowly pushed himself up, and rolled over to look at his knees.

"Hey" A voice interrupted. "Are you okay?"