Shes mine (our girlfriend book 2)

Mood swings

Shantae

At this moment I couldn't believe what just happened. On the inside I'm screaming im so full of happiness I'm having a child with the love of my life. But on the outside I cant even speak. We been on edge with one another lately and i could tell things were going to get harder from here. Especially because I have a child by tiea as well.

Nicki

"I'm five months pregnant snuggie and it hurts because you didn't even know I was sick" I say crying my eyes out. Tae huggs me tight. "And now you wanna leave me foreal." I say whipping my tears.  "Yall we gone come back tomorrow and let y'all sort things out." tt says as the crew gets up and leaves.  "Babe i don't want you to leave I miss you your never home I miss us we haven't did anything together for almost six months. I'm really stressed out and i don't know what to do.  Tae grabs my hands "babe I'm sorry the only reason I'm always gone is because your always away on business or at the studio.  I miss you too. That's why i leave and go hang with my baby mom so I'm not home crying missing you." Instead of me crying alone I just cry to tiea" she says as I snatch away from her getting pissed off again. "You don't have to cry to that bitch tae I yell as I walk into our bedroom slamming out dubbled glass doors.  I lay across my bed and start crying hard because I'm fed up with everything and i feel like tae isn't understanding. I could here her walking up the stairs to the sound of her high heels. She walks into the room and sits on the bed next to me. "Look I'm sorry baby I'm not going to leave. I'm sorry I haven't been homeb taking care of you like I should have I was just hurt. Will you please stop crying and talk to me." Tae says rubbing my back. I turn my head so I'm not facing her. "No go away you don't care like you say you do. You don't show none of the love that you talk so much about."

Shantae

I'm starting to realize that I may have really hurt nicki's feelings. I wasn't trying to i was only trying to protect my own.  But at this moment that didn't matter my fiance was pregnant and crying right in front of me.  I just wanted things to go back to normal so we could be happy and raise our child like we're supposed too.  I run my fingers through nicki's hair comforting her as she sits up and stops crying. "You ready to talk?" I ask sitting across from her.  "Yeah we can talk" she says taking a deep breath. "I'm happy I'm really happy with you nicki I don't want tiea I love you NOT  her and I'm happy your pregnant with our baby I want to stay with you and raise our child like we're supposed too. " I say showing her that I care. She lays on my chest as I lay flat on our bed. "Good I just miss us. But sence we are having a baby I think I'm going to take some time off to spend with you. Just me and u. " She ways wrapping her arms around my waist.  "We have to take things slow"  I say clutching her hands locking them with mine.