Never Stop Searching

Chapter twelve

Sam wanted to say something, and reveal himself to Dean so he could know that all those of years of searching for him. Weren't a waste of time but he was scared what if Dean didn't believe him or worse what if after he told Dean the truth. He would leave him, because he was with another family now.
"He isn't gone, you have to believe me!" Sam said to his brother but Dean shook his head again. He was too lost in his grief to care about anything.

"How would you know?" Dean asked and Sam was about to reveal himself when a gunshot was heard. Sam jumped at the sound and checked himself for any physical damage, there was none. However thats when he saw the blood, his entire body froze up in horror when he realized Dean had saved him.
"De no!" Sam cried out as he watched Dean crumple to the ground clutching his side in pain. "Dean come on don't do this me, get up please get up!" Sam yelled trying to keep his brother awake.

"No look what you've done Sammy, you're responsible for the death of another family member, " the man said and that's when Sam recognized him. It was their birth father, the one that left them alone.
"You shot him! " Sam yelled giving John Winchester a burning look.
"No I was aiming for you little demon and he choose to save you, " John responded not phased at all about what he had done. "Just like your mother, he choose to save you and they payed the price for it!" John yelled and Sam flinched a bit at his tone, bringing back faint memories from his childhood.

"You shot him!" Sam repeated this time twice as furious as Dean began to go limp in his arms.
"I had too, he got in the way, not to worry son, our secret will die with him. Now as for you, I think its time you leave!" John yelled and fired another bullet from his gun. Sam ducked for cover and to his surprise the bullet actually stopped in mid air.
"How?" Sam asked looking around for an explanation.

"So the demon blood gave you some powers, now matter you're no threat to me little boy, what hope can a mere child do to there own father?" John asked basically mocking his younger son and at those words Sam snapped. Because a father was one of the many things John wasn't, he stood up on his feet ready to fight back.
"You may have created me, but you were never my father!" Sam declared using his physics abilities to force his father to drop his weapon.

John stumbled back in surprise for a brief moment but recovered quickly.
"Why you wretched insignificant.. " John was cut off before he could finish by Sam throwing him against a tree that was six feet away.
"Fathers are kind!" Sam declared "fathers protect you!" He continued "fathers raise you! " he finished holding John in a full body lock making him unable to move or defend himself.
"Are you going to kill me?" John asked fearfully as he looked back into Sam's eyes.

The thought was tempting and Sam really wanted to end John's life but then he looked back at Dean. He needed to get his brother help or he was goner, besides if he did kill John it would make him no better than him. So he chose to let John go.
"You're letting me go? " John asked in confusion.
"I am not going to kill you, but I am not going to save you either, " Sam declared making a branch fall on John's leg trapping him. The older man screamed in pain but Sam ignored him and ran back to his injured brother.

"Dean can you hear me?" Sam asked as he knelt down.
"Sammy, am I dreaming?" Dean asked wanting clarification. He needed to know that he was really talking to his little brother and that he wasn't seeing things. Sam gave him a tearful smile.
"Its me De, you found me, " he responded trying to hold back tears. Dean felt a little stupid, he had been searching high and low and all this time Sammy was right under his nose.
"My baby brother... I thought I'd never see you again, " Dean said to him slurring on his words due to the bullet.

Sam began to panic, he didn't know how to help his brother and it was like the universe was taking him away right after giving him back.
"Dean just hang on, you're going to be okay," Sam said to him. He wasn't sure thought if he was trying to convince himself or Dean.
"Sammy I got shot, " Dean reminded him and he coughed after he said that.
"Dean you can't leave me not like this! You promised you wouldn't leave me!" Sam screamed at him while tears ran down his face.

Dean wanted to respond and tell him it was okay but he couldn't speak, his chest hurt too much. Sam could sense his brother fading and he was seconds away from cursing at the world for taking his brother away. When he heard the sound of a car along with footsteps and the frantic voice of his mother.
"Sammy there you are! I have been so worried! " Ellen exclaimed and she paled when she saw Dean.
"Mom you have to help me, I can't lose Dean! " Sam cried.