The Maze Runner; Imagines & Preferences -Finished-

A fight... Newt Imagine

a/n) this imagine does contain self harm. read at your own risk.

It was around dinner time in the glade, and you were walking to the kitchen to get dinner.

You are about to enter the kitchen, when someone comes up behind you, and picks you up. A small scream escapes your lips. When you turn around, you notice it's your best friend, Newt.

"Newt!" You yell, laughing.

"Y/N..." He replies.

"I'm actually glad you came, because I wanna talk to you about something." You say, as you both walk into the kitchen.

Frypan hands you two your dinners, and you and Newt sit at a table.

"What did you wanna talk about, love?" Newt asked.

Love? What? Never mind.

"Well... since you're the only person here who actually cares about me, I was going to ask you... if I could um... be a runner?" You ask, cautiously.

"Absolutely not! Why the shuck would you want to anyway? It's dangerous! I don't want you to get hurt or stung!" He objects.

"Aw come on, Newt! I won't get hurt. I'll run with Minho or Thomas! Just give me a chance!" You whine.

"No, Y/N! My decision is final!" He says.

"Ugh Newt! Why are you so annoying sometimes! I wish you'd let me just make my own choices!" You scream. You know you've gone too far, but you don't apologize. A look of hurt flashes across Newts face.

You turn, and run out of the kitchen and into the deadheads. You immediately regret what you said. But there's no going back now.

Newt was yelling after you, but you just ignored it. In the deadheads, you slide down the trunk of a tree. You pull your hard back into a ponytail to get it out of your face.

In your pocket, there is a small knife about 2 inches long, and decide to slice 3 small cuts on your arm. You very well know that Newt will be furious with you if he knew you did this.

Tears start forming in your eyes. Newt was your best friend in the glade. You didn't want to lose him now. The air was think with moisture, and hard to breathe. So you decide to get up and walk to the homestead. On the way there you spot Newt, over by the North door.

What was he doing? You decide to walk closer, and get a better look. What your eyes come across is heart shattering. Newt is crying! You run over to him, and stand before him, watching him cry. "N-Newt?" You stammer. "What do you bloody want, Y/N?!" He yells.

"I-I just wanted to see if you were okay.." You say, quietly. He looks up at you, a look of guilt in his eyes.

You slide down the wall next to him and he glances at you. "Thought you hated me now..." He says, without looking up. "Well I thought about it, and I feel like klunk after what I said.. I'm truly sorry, Newt." You explain.

He looks at you, and without warning, he pulls you in a tight hug which you gladly return. It feels great to be in your best friends arms.

Newt seems to notice the cuts on your arm, because he pulls your sleeve up and looks at you worriedly. "Y/N, did you do this?" He asks, sadly. You only nod in response.

"But why?" He asks, sadly.
"Because, I thought I lost my only best friend here, and it was all my fault." You whisper. A single tear rolls down your cheek. Newt wipes it away with his thumb. "Y/N.." He says.

"Hm?" You respond.

He doesn't say anything. Only kisses you on the lips. It was a beautiful kiss. He was still hugging you, and your hands were tangled in his hair.

"Oh how I've been waiting to to this." He confesses.

"No way!" You say, surprised.

"Yes way!" He says, and kisses your cheek and lifts you up. "And I love you so much. Please don't ever hurt yourself just because of me." Newt says.

"Okay, I love you too, Newt." You say, smiling.
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A/N: Hiii guys! I hope you liked this imagine. Yes, I understand cutting yourself is bad, and I wish people didn't do it. But I was kinda feeling depressed today so that's why I added it in this story. I'm also in the process of making a fanfic for tmr, I've mentioned it before, it's called, 'We Were Before' and its a Thomas fanfic. I'm only updating on weekends though, so I have a schedule. I'll be posting the first chapter on Saturday!
Thanks for reading!
-Lizzie.