Bribed by Styles

Chapter 17 - Don't Worry

Please make sure you read the dates so you don't get confused and think it's all happening on the same day!

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Friday, December 12th

Harry had been bribing me now for 4 and a half months. For his sake and mine. For my benefits and his.

There has been really enjoyable moments but there has also been horrible moments.

I began having fun with it, seeing Harry in that state was funny at the beginning until he began blocking me out slightly.

Of course then he turned it around and began to get benefits. I now know what he was doing.

And then Harvey got involved. That made it all worse. As you know Harry didn't speak to me for ages and luckily when it all came out Harvey left me alone.

Going to Harvey for help was probably the biggest low of my life. I don't do weed anymore, like I said I was never going to get addicted. I just needed something for the last couple of weeks when I felt really down.

Then Liam finding out just made it worse. He told us to back off each other and that's what we've done. I miss him, Harry. I haven't spoken to him since, it was like when he ignored me but we were both in the same boat this time. We were looking out for our selves and each other.

I was meeting him today, it was going to be just us. Nobody else knew, we discussed it last night.

I just wanted to tell him that I can't do this anymore. I need him more than ever. I'm willing to keep this a scared because it means finally getting something I really want.

Anyway as usual I was meeting Harry at the caff, this is probably not the most private place but hey, I love it and it's close by.

We were meeting at about 2 seeing as they had a radio appearance at 12 so it gives Harry a little time to get ready.

I turned the radio on as Louis said if I'm home to listen to it. I had it on in the background and found myself laughing at some of their stupid comments.

The time quickly turned to 1:45 and I thought I'd set off. I wanted to be there a bit before so then the paps wouldn't take pictures of Harry there waiting for someone and then take pictures of me entering the cafe and make up some ridiculous story.

I soon got there at 1:57, ordering my self a drink, and as I guessed the paps had followed Harry. I knew he was here and luckily I had my back slightly to the window, but in the corner of my eye all I could see was flashes.

I had made sure I sat at the same table me and Harry did when we first met up after our one night stand just because it'll bring back all them memories and make me realise how long I've waited.

I was pulled away from my thoughts when I noticed he was walking over.

"Hiya" I smiled up at him as he said hello back and took his seat opposite me.

"So what do you want because I can't be long. You know we aren't meant to be talking to each other Willow" He said looking at his phone. He could at least have the decency to look at me.

"I er-I wanted to sa-" I began but he cut me off.

"Oh come on Willow, just spit it out" He said leaning back on his chair, rolling his eyes and laughing in annoyance.

What is up with this boy? This isn't the usual behaviour of Mr Harsh Styles.

"Well?" He asked sternly.

"What is wrong with you?" I questioned, it slipping from my mouth in a way cockier tone than I anticipated.

"I just can't be bothered with this sneaking around anymore Willow, just what do you want because I have to go soon" He asked smiling slightly.