Monday, June 16th
It's been a couple of days since the whole thing with Styles. Due to his outburst and me being sworn to secrecy I had to lie to my mum and Louis and luckily my best friend covered for me and we said I went back there.
In a way it did hurt me how Harry wanted to keep it a secret. We liked each other and he couldn't deny that. Like I said previously we've spoken about it before and we both came clean about our feelings towards each other so it was hard and upsetting how he reacted in the morning.
He's text me non stop since worrying I'll say something and blah blah blah.
In a way in tempted to say, I know I liked/like him but I did tell him no and if he had listened we wouldn't be in this mess, but oh no. I know he didn't force himself upon me, I'm not saying that, but it is true, I did say no at first.
I'm also tempted to say because I felt hurt and I wanted him to hurt back, but the one thing stopping me was wrecking Louis' career, there was no way I was going to put my brothers happiness at risk.
The last thing is I couldn't stand lying to Louis, we are so close and we told each other practically everything, it broke my heart lying to him.
Anyway I'm going to meet Harry today and no doubt he'll rant on about how he wishes it never happened and blah fucking blah, I really don't actually know why the hell I'm going.
"I'm going out" I shouted through the house waiting for a reply,
"Do you want a lift?" Louis smiled running down the stairs "and who are you meeting?"
"Er n-no thank you, and e-er you don't know him, them" I stuttered trying not to make eye contact
"Ooh so it's a boy, I'm definitely dropping you now" Louis laughed grabbing his keys
"No Louis" I practically shouted as he looked at me confused "it's fine, I want some fresh air, plus I'm only going Poppy's, I left my purse at hers the other night" I said sending him a reassuring smile hoping he'd believe me.
"Oh okay then" he said as he still looked confused "be safe"
"I will, cya in a bit" I smiled before walking out and heading down the road to the small cafe where I was meeting styles.
Immediately I could tell he must be here by the number of paps that were stood outside, and unfortunately they've made up stories about me and Harry in the past so this probably isn't going to go down well.
I braced myself before walking into the cafe, ignoring every question the paps asked as I quickly saw Harry sat at a small table near the back, no where near a window, tapping his foot.
"Hi" I said faintly as he turned around and gave me a half smile
"Alright?" He asked.
"I suppose, why did you bring me here?"
"Well I just want to make sure you haven't said anything" he said sternly before I huffed loudly and rolled my eyes.
"Harry I get it, it was a mistake, you wish it never happened and you're embarrassed by me, but you don't need to keep telling me alright, it hurts you know, to know someone you liked and still do like, used you for sex and basically took advantage of you whilst his girlfriend isn't there" I sighed
"Yeah it was a mistake but no way am I embarrassed by it, I'm sorry I'm just worried, Louis will literally kill me, and I did in no way take advantage so don't you fucking dare" he said getting angry at the end of his sentence.
"Yes but if you had listened when I said no we wouldn't be in this fucking mess" I argued back.
"And if you hadn't followed me into my fucking taxi none of it would of fucking happened." and that was it, the moment he blamed it all on me was the moment it sent me off the edge. It was not my fault.
"I can't do this any more, I have to tell Louis"
As soon as I got up to leave the table Harry grabbed my hand stopping me.
"Wait Willow, don't you dare, just sit down" he pleaded so I did "I'll give you anything, anything you want?"
"Well I want you but seeing as that isn't going to happen I want money" I said with a smirk plastered on my face as Harry looked down.
"Here" he said getting out his cheque book and writing a cheque for £5,000 "there, now you've got what you want so that'll be it?" He questioned before I just stared down at the cheque, I got what I wanted. I wanted him to pay, and he did.
I cannot believe he's actually done it, given me money, that's probably the worst mistake he's made. I can have anything I want at a click of my fingers. Harry would do anything to save his career and that pleased me.
I soon looked up at smiled at him "What night were you previously on about? I don't remember?" I smiled as he smiled back.
"Thank you Willow, that's exactly how we will remember it! And don't think I don't have feelings for you, because trust me I do, but that is even more reason to hide it." He sighed
The fact that he just said that made me want to scream about what happened, I just wanted to be with him, we've both wanted it for 4 years, and the fact we nearly had it pissed me off.
"Yeah I understand, I'll see you later!" I said as I got up and left the cafe with a devilish smirk on my face, this shall be fun.
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Fanfiction"This is one big mistake Harry will never forget, and I'll make sure of it." But will Willow stay true to her word when they try to keep a lot of other secrets at bay?