Bribed by Styles

Chapter 47 - Bipolar

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Thursday, April 8th

Today is the day that Harry insists we tell Louis about our little secret and to be honest this is the first time I've ever been reluctant to tell Louis about something.

The different thoughts of how he could react just keeps making reappearances in my head making me more and more anxious about talking to my brother. I mean after everything he's been through I'm going to drop this on to him and I can only think of the worst which is frightening me that much that I feel ill.

Louis can also play with your mind, turn things back around on you, make you feel even worse than you already do and I have a strong feeling that this will be his reaction when he finds out.

I've been pacing Harry's room back and fourth for what feels like hours. The first thing that sprung into my mind when I woke up was how am I meant to tell my brother?

Staying in Harry's warm arms last night made the reality of telling Louis fade for a while but like I said when I woke up, it was the first thing that came into my head.

I know I've wanted us to go public practically since we first got together and trust me I still do but it's just Louis. I'm sure once we get past that hurdle everything will be fine.

"Come on, we best get going" Harry said after applying some of his cologne and walking out from his bathroom.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I questioned as he grabbed his keys and we made our way out of his apartment.

"Of course I am, I told you last night. Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yeah I am, I'm just scared Harry. My minds been playing the different reactions that could come from Louis and not one of them have been good, and I'm being serious. In one he punched you" I told him earning a frown in return.

"Well trust me, that won't happen" He laughed back as we got into his car. "Don't be such a pessimist gorgeous. You're happy and that's what your brother wants isn't it?" He asked as he gripped the gear stick and pressed his foot to the accelerator.

"I guess so" I shrugged looking out the window. I rested my elbow on the edge of the door and place my chin in my palm.

For some reason it didn't feel like today was the right day to tell Louis. The sky was a dull grey colour and there was a cold tinge to the air. Although every now and again the sun would try to shine through the bundled clouds signalling that there could be something good to come from his reaction.

"Is your dad not home?" Harry asked implying we had already arrived at my house.

"No, I text him this morning asking him whether he could go out for the day as I needed the house to myself and I told him why so I guess he understands that we need to be alone" I replied still looking out of the window.

"Willow, are you sure you want to do it? We don't have to tell him today? Or I'll tell him if you like" Harry asked as he softly tugged on my arm getting me to face him.

"Let's just do it. It needs to come from me, I mean once we tell him that's the worst but over right?" I asked hoping Harry would reassure me.

"Right, come on then."

We both made our way out of Harry's car and into my house. I locked the door once both of us were inside purely for the reason that I would be able to hear when Louis was coming home.