Chapter 41 - Zayn

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Sorry if this fanfic is confusing because parts of it are real and parts are obviously not, so sorry for any confusion but it sort of creates a mysterious side to One Direction; Like they're leading a double life, enjoy!

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Friday, March 27th

"Thank you for seeing me, I'm sorry Willow"

"Zayn you don't have to apologise to me, to anyone! You haven't done anything wrong; you needed to follow your heart and for once fulfil your own happiness!" I replied sending him a reassuring smile whilst handing him a cup of coffee.

"Thank you" Was simply all he could reply.

It was obvious how drained he was; both mentally and physically. I could tell he was thinking his previous decision to leave the band over and over constantly.

"Well, how were the boys? First few dates of yours and that, are they okay?" I asked feeling concerned about how my brother would reacted to Zayn leaving considering the state he was in before.

"Yeah they were all doing fine until I dropped this bombshell and left the band" He muttered to himself.

The thing about Zayn was that he could go on forever living a sad life just because he didn't want to upset others that meant a lot to him.

"Zayn you needed to do this, the boys will understand, you know that. Well they do understand! It's only the fans that may not and they'll come round. If you didn't do this now, you never would of! You needed to be selfish and think of yourself for once in your life!" I stated to him, he looked like he was taking in every word.

"Can I just ask you one thing though Zayn?"

"Sure"

"Did you really have stress? Or did you leave the finalise the decision with your family? And make sure it was really what you wanted?" I had to ask.

This question replayed on my mind and I'm sure this was some of the fans opinion on this situation.

He sighed slowly before rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. "You caught me" He said with a soft laugh.

"The boys already knew, I already knew. That's why I was crying at the last concert I performed. I had to tell my family before I made it official and before they heard different sides of the story. It was only fair." He admitted, making my assumptions correct.

"Well that's fair enough, I thought that was what happened" I replied sympathetically.

"Louis was okay by the way, I know it was only a couple of days I was able to see him before you know, I left, but he seemed different, happier!" He said with a smile attempting to make me feel better.

I couldn't hide the worry about Lou, I mean he's lost his mum and now it's as if he's lost a brother. I'm not blaming anything on Zayn at all, I'm just concerned about Louis, really concerned.

"Well I hope so, I really do, because he's capable of anything Zayn! I mean what I had to witness the other week was the worst possible scenario, and I just can't go through that again" I began trailing off and getting upset before Zayn stopped me.

"You know he'll be okay, he's in safe hands, he's got Niall, Liam, Harry" Harry, that's a name I haven't seem to have heard in what feels like a while.

"I know, I'm just concerned that's all! I suppose it's nice for him to get away from constant cries every night" I shrugged in reply.

"How are the others? You know, the boys and Harry and that?" I just had to say his name, I adored the way it rolled off my tongue.

"They're all okay, you know, until this happened! But they'll all be fine, I know they will. They're strong, they're all their normal happy selfs" He smiled in reply, thinking of the boys that were basically his brothers.

"That's good then, I'm glad they seem to be coping! I just need to talk to Louis, yeah he's strong but he's also the weakest" I sighed thinking of the worst.

"Wils don't think like that okay!" Zayn replied walking over to the sofa I was on and wrapping one arm around my shoulders.

"He'll be fine, really he's stronger than you think he is in these situations! You haven't seen him on tour! Harry likes to believe he's the majestic one but it's Lou! He's the oldest, he treats us like his kids some times" Zayn said laughing to himself thinking about the memories of tour whilst he still comforted me.

"Thanks Zayn, I'll just Skype him later! Like I said, he's probably happy to get away from this mess at home!" I sadly laughed to myself as Zayn just stayed quiet.

"Anyway boyo, who's gunna do all these high notes now?" I laughed trying to make light of the scenario.

Zayn's grip let go and we perched on opposite sides of the sofa.

"Maybe you could take my place, I've heard you attempting to reach them before, it could be your big break" He joked back.

"Awh well thank you Malik, that would be a pleasure" I replied placing a hand on my heart.

"I guessed it would, singing alongside your bother and Harry nearly every night, bet it's your dream come true"

"What?" I asked trying to still remain calm but confused on what he's on about.

"It's called a joke Willow, you act like something's going on" He said furrowing his eyebrows back at me.

"Sorry it was just random, but yeah that would be my ultimate dream" I said over reacting and going along with his joke.

With that he was brought away from his joke as his phone vibrated.

"It's Court" He said holding his phone up. "I better go"

"That's fine, have you seen her yet?" I asked as we both got up from the sofa.

"Yeah but only briefly, I wanted to see family first"

"I'm not fam-"

"Yes you are" He interrupted. "Louis' like my brother therefore you're like my little sister, we all look out for you you know; more than you know Wils! Plus I was constantly round here so you do feel like my family" He smiled sincerely as we reached the front door.

"Well you feel like a brother" I smiled back, opening the door as he stepped out.

"Now go, see Court, have some quality time with her and your family Malik"

"Cya Wils, thanks again" He replied, giving one last smile before making his way down the path.

"And Zayn" I shouted after him making him stop in his tracks and turn to face me. "Don't become a stranger"

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Thought I'd do a whole chapter dedicated to Mr Zayn Malik!!!!

Would any of you hate me if you knew that was actually my theory, that he didn't have stress????

PLS DNT KILL ME

It's so windy here and it's annoying af but on an up side I'm on season 5 of pll just to let you know lmaooooo

Thanks for reading and sorry for the slow updates but I'm still here and never going anywhere!!!!!

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