truth or dare

one day with moron n"2"

esther's pov

as i drove to my destination i couldn't help but steal glances at tyler who was looking out the window as we stopped at a red light 

*you know a picture would last longer *said tyler without even turning to look at me how did he know i was looking at him he's probably just trying to get me to admit the fact that i've been staring at him so i decided to play innocent

*what are you talking about?*

*really? playing dumb i see god your driving sucks i mean come on if i was driving we would have made it to new york city by now *

i knew he was right usually i would drive real fast and i would even pass the speed limit but having with me in the car makes me really nervous 

*whatever* i mumbled as i turned the radio on conor maynard's song animal played i love that song to death  i tried to resist the urge to sing along but i knew i would end up singing it and that's exactly what happenned

Looking for a girl that was here but now she's gone,

Felt so good even though she did me wrong,

She knows what I want but she's bad for me, 

She gets what she wants when she's touching me,

I shoulda known better but she took my self control,

You can take my heart like a criminal,

Won't you make me believe I'm the only one?

So grab me by the neck and don't you ever let go,

Mess me up so good until I'm begging for more,

You tear me apart like an animal... 

Like an animal, animal, 

I know I'm getting close from the trail of broken hearts, 

Hope she coming back to finish what she started, 

I never see the claws until she's touching me, 

She's holding me so tight it's getting hard to breath, 

I'll never win the game but it feels too good to care, 

You can take my heart like a criminal,

(Like a criminal, like a criminal)

Won't you make me believe I'm the only one? 

(I'm the only one, I'm the only one)

So grab me by the neck and don't you ever let go,

Mess me up so good until I'm begging for more,

You tear me apart like an animal...

Like an animal, animal, 

Take me to the dark and don't you ever let go, 

I like it when you treat me like an animal, 

Take me to the dark and don't you ever let go, 

I like it when you treat me like an animal, 

Take me to the dark and don't you ever let go, 

I like it when you treat me like an animal, 

Take me to the dark and don't you ever let go, 

I like it when you treat me like an animal, 

(You can take my heart like a criminal)

So grab me by the neck and don't you ever let go,

i sang completly ignoring the looking amused tyler in the pssenger seat but he was also giving me this really weird look  

* what are you looking at?i snapped at tyler who has been staring at me the whole time  but then he smirked and said

*i didn't think you'd play for your team* my eyes widen at his words what he thinks i'm.....  he must have seen the "have you lost ur mind look*then i glared at him

*aww don' t be mad at me i was just messing with you you know*

*hey don't fuck with me like that*said me to tyler who 's now looking even more amused

*do you know how sexual that sounded? god esther if you want me this badly all you have to do is ask*said tyler clearly enjoy tormenting 

i groaned i felt like banging my head on the steering wheel but i knew that will get us both killed *ughh you're soo annoying why are you even here ? why didn't you leave with them and why did julien specificly choose you to stay with me instead of leaving one of the guys*

tyler laughed and said*i volunteered your brother didn't ask me to stay i wanted to that's why* i was shocked by his words i kept looking at him but the i turned to the road so stop just on time from hitting the car in front of us 

*why? i asked keeping my head focused on the road 

* i don't know ok? i don't know* i turned to look at him confused 

*then who knows tyler tell me if you don't know and neither does julien and me obviously the who does*

*i stayed because i don't trust the other guys around you what we do is not just like those movies our world is real and cruel and it makes us violent and dangerous hell i have no idea why julien wanted to tell you everything we are heartless we've taken lives we caused so many destruction in our world love doesn't exist nobody wants to be with the guy who sleeps with a gun under his pillow who so many are scared of saying his name i'm dangerous esther in every possible way i shouldn't be here i'm putting you and everyone you ever knew in danger but i can't get myself to stay away from you just that  thought makes me sick you don't have to say anything back*

if earlier i was shocked rightnow i'm frozen did he just admit that he cares about me does that mean he likes me god when did my life get so complicated 

i finally pulled over i didn't even wait for him but i got out of the car and started heading to the doori felt arms around my waist 

*i'm sorry*whispered tyler in my ear sending sparks all over my body his hands were still around my face i turned to face him but then i realized that we were really close that if he moved our lips would touch i immediatley pulled away 

*it's fine tyler let's just forget it alright?* he only nodded but i saw the hurt expression in his face but he quickly  covered it as we walked in starbucks we quickly got our drinks i heard a familiar voice shit why me i thought in my head ............................