truth or dare

maybe tyler isn't that bad

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*they died* i whispered i didn't expect him to hear it cuz it was really low but he did

*what? who died*said tyler who sounded even more worried

*amber rocket and sweet pea*

*what? are you kidding?* he looked at the tv then back at me

*are you serious ?

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esther's pov

*do i look like i'm fucking joking moron*i said to tyler who's giving the *have you lost your mind look*

tyler's eyes went wide at my sudden outburst then he just looked like just looked at me and didn't say anything i expected him to say something back like he usually does but he just kept looking at me i know i must have looked like crap i mean i've been crying my eyes out for the past hour but he didn't have to be so obvious i couldn't take it anymore 

*what? do i have something on my face or what? * he immediatley snapped out of whatever daydream land he was in 

*huh? i..i...*he started seeing that he was out of words

*you just kept staring at me tyler are you ok?* he surprised me by laughing yeah good old tyler is back

*i should be the one asking you if you're ok i mean you're the one who's been crying*

*just because you're a gangster and you're a badass hot guy doesn't mean you're always okay*said me trying to act all smart then i realized what i just said i felt like taken those words back but i know it was too late he heard it which explains the huge smirk on his face typical tyler but what the hell is wrong with me i just called a guy hot i never do that like .....ever but....... god i'm a mess i was silently praying and wishing that tyler would let it go but of course the universe hasn't been working at my favor for the past week but then again the universe has never worked at my favor my parents died my cheating boyfriend my gangster brother his best friend who's probably gonna blackmail me for the rest of my existence

*you think i'm hot no wait let me put this right you think i'm a badass hot guy hmm?*said a very amused tyler i don't know what's soo funny this is probably one of the most embarrasing moments of my life i mean he's my brother's best friend who so happens to be a gangster and hot said a voice in my head but i would never said that outloud well not again god i really need to start to keep my thoughts to myself i mean i've always the kind of a girl who speaks her thoughts it's  not blessing it's curse trust me it is 

i looked at tyler who was still waiting for my answer he looked even more amused when he saw that i was overthinking just as i openned my mouth to speak he put one finger on my mouth stoping me from talking 

*you don't have to say anything it's written all over your face*i tried to speak but then i remembered his finger on my mouth but then he continued

*promise me you won't cry again it doesn't look good on you i don't understand how someone could ever think about cheating on a girl like you you're.......... unique esther never forget that you're gorgoeus you have a whole life ahead of you go out have fun forget about boy's drama just be yourself esther you don't have to pretend anymore not around me if you ever need someone to talk to i'll always be here i might be a gangster and bad and all but i'll never forget how to treat a girl and give her the respect she deserves especially a girl as beautiful as you * i was stunned and i was completely frozen i couldn't get myself to say anything i just kept looking at him he realized that i wasn't gonna say anything so he stood up and headed toward the door just as he turned the doorknob that i was able to find my voice  i wanted to say so many things i wanted to tell him about so much stuff but then i realized that i didn't say anything and that he was leaving so i quickly said well actually yelled