truth or dare

what the hell is going on

kyle's pov

i looked around my house everything was placed in its usual place but somehow i felt that something is missing i looked around the living room trying to see if anything is missing even though the living room was huge considering the fact that i live in a mansion but it just felt empty i looked at everything trying to find what's missing

2 couches check

tv check

x box check

the house phone check

the pictutres on the wall che.....

what the hell ? i said outloud speaking to no one in particular considering the fact that i'm all alone what the hell happenned to the pictures of me and esther who could have done this someone broke into my house a voice said in my head but what would a burglar want with me and esther's pictures what kind of a burglar leaves all  the expensive things and takes pictures my house has the best alarm system in the country it's impossible for anyone to break into well atleast that's what the company told me i sat on the couch not really caring to check the rest of the house i saw my laptop on the table where i left it a week ago i haven't touched it actually since *the incident* with the bitch dana and esther leaving me i haven't done anything other than breathing and forcing food on my mouth i kept staring at it and then i remembered tony's words

*check her facebook friends and find out who the bastard is* i jumped from the couch and quickly openned my macbook pro i logged into my facebook expecting to see my profile photo which was a picture of me and esther in her house a week ago but now it's my old profile photo  it was my profile photo before i even met esther it was a picture of a bentley continental gt i know lame right i might have been popular but i never really cared about cyber shit so basically i didn't have a life until esther come along my eyes grow wide when i saw that my relationship statue was changed also last time i checked i was in a relationship with esther cross and my hacker didn't stop there he also deleted every post me and esther ever shared but then i started thinking maybe she desactivated her facebook account but then i saw something that i wish i didn't jen summers aka esther's bestfriend suggested *esther cross* i froze when i saw her name and i felt like someone just stabbed me with a knife when i saw her profile picture with a shaking hand i clicked on her name her profile immedialty pop up it was public everything pictures ,posts,friends,relationship status i kept staring at the relationship statut like it would magically disappear i kept trying to ignore her profile picture which was a picture of her she was stunning as ever she was wearing black short shorts and a red tank top the picture was obviously recently taken but what caught my attention wasn't her clothes or way too much make up which for other girls would look fake but on her she just looked .... gorgoeus in every possible way anyway back to what i was saying what caught my attention was the arms that were around her waist well to be specific the guy who's arms are around her waist i silently prayed that his name wasn't tyler i was soo shocked to see her relationship statut to see what the guy's name was but you don't always get what you want now do you? well just to make my life more perfect his name was tyler indeed i kept staring at my laptop waiting for the picture to disappear and the way the guy was looking at her and her smile that i've grown to love i didn't realize that i was crying until i felt something wet on my hands i never cry like ever but here i am crying for the girl i love and ........................lost

________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ i know it's been a long time since i uploaded but i'll try to upload asap the song on the right is really an amazing song i think it describes kyle's feelings exactly it made me  cry this chapter really made me feel sad but i wanted to show you kyle's emotional side he's not just a jock or the badass of the school who everyone in school feared and respected he's also a guy who 's hopelessly desperatly truly in love so yeah this is it please comment vote or become a fan if you' d like to read more anyway here's the lyrics for the song

Time, time is what you said that you needed, away from me,
But I, I guess that I was too far in the distance, to hear me sing,
The things between us now, just haven't quite been the same, can we figure out, which one of us is to blame, because I can't go on.

And Oh, 
Why are we pretending?
Why are we just wasting time, on a love that isn't real?
Because if you don't want me,
You should just tell me,
So I can save these tears.

You, you said that you would never, never hurt me but I guess that was a lie,
Because it's killing me to watch you stare and I, I know this is goodbye,
And it's hard for me too think, that maybe this is the end, you are my heart, baby you were my bestfriend, but we can't go on.

And Oh,
Why are we pretending?
Why are we just wasting time on a love that isn't real?
Because if you don't want me, you should just tell me now, so I can save these tears.

We tried to make it work but we just can't make it last,
We need to move on stop living in the past,
And I don't even no, how I'd have got so strange,
It's not the same.

And Oh,
Why are we pretending?
Why are we just wasting time, on a love that isn't real?
Because if you don't want me, you should just tell me now,
So I can save these tears.

Let me save these tears.