truth or dare

third step:public display of affection

esther's pov

all i could think about at the moment is how my life changed in one week last week i used to wake up with a smile on my face i used to daydream at night about marrying kyle someday and having kids and living happily ever after but we don't always get what we want kyle might have broken my heart but that doesn't mean that i don't love him i never stopped loving him and i don't think i'll ever will but why did he hurt me why did he cheat on me? i thought he loved me i thought we were perfect for each other but i guess i was wrong looking at my profile and not recognizing it anymore the girl on the profile photo was with a guy and they looked so happy well that was the whole point you would think the girl has a perfect life boyfriend and just has it all but boy are you wrong i was practically blackmailed by my crazy gangster of a brother and his pscycho of a best friend to take those pictures they stole my phone which is my biggest weakness and threatened to flush it  down the toiled if i don't take those pictures and they even picked my clothes and did my make up it's like they've been planning this their whole lives they even took me to a nightclub i know a bloody freakin nightclub what a role model you are brother they made me take more pictures well the pictures are usually me and tyler hugging me or him kissing me on the cheek i don't even know what they're planning to do next i know it was a stupid idea to listen to the 2 morons but me being me fell for their crap anyway back to the moment here am i in my room watching *sucker punch* i started crying from the start when her mom died and was taken away i cried when rocket died i cried when amber died i cried when only sweet pea made it out so now i'm crying my eyes out the movie ended but i can't get myself to stop crying it just seemed impossible to stop the tears from flowing like a river suddendly my room door was openned and tyler walked into the room you can see it in his eyes that he was worried about me 

*why are you crying?*i couldn't say anything i just looked back at the screen that now turned blank and i could feel my eyes tearing up again

*what's wrong? * said a worried tyler his voice sounded closer i looked back at him to find him sitting next to me on the couch next to me

*they died* i whispered i didn't expect him to hear it cuz it was really low but he did

*what? who died*said tyler who sounded even more worried

*amber rocket and sweet pea*

*what? are you kidding?* he looked at the tv then back at me

*are you serious ?

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