truth or dare

telling him about kyle(esther's pov)

esther's pov

i cried as i felt julien pull me closer and hug me tighter but that's when the realization it hit me today is not the worst day of my life i might have lost my boyfriend but i got my brother back i pulled back and looked at julien and said

*julien i'm really sorry you had to go through that i wish i could go back on time and stop you from going to that stupid boarding school *julien smiled at me and said

*i know now let's go hang with the guys* i smiled back he started walking to the games room where the guys were but then he stopped and looked serious and said*is it a bad timing to ask why my little sister was in the middle of the woods crying*

at that moment i was having a fight in my mind a part of me who wanted to tell him the truth and the other part who wanted to lie and not bother him with my realationship problems i mean he's had enough but then he surprised me when he said

*i know that look esther i know you're trying to decide whether to lie to me or not just tell me the truth sister*

i looked at him and then said*can we talk about it later i'm starving* he still wasn't convinced

*oh come on julien i'll tell you everything later i just wanna eat something*he only nodded and we walked to the kitchen i looked down to find that i was still in the same clothes i wore this morning so i told julien that i was gonna go change my clothes he nodded i noticed that the guys were making themselves comfortable as some of them watched tv in the living room and others were playing some game on the x box i went upstairs to my room and closed the door and locked it i took my phone out of my pocket oh did i mention i swited it off when i found my so called amazing boyfriend with a skank on top of him anyway i switched it on and found 60 missing calls i wonder who that is and 123 texts wow that's a new record i started reading one the texts it said*esther i love you please don't do this you have to believe me she came to my house and she throw herself at me please baby believe me*

reading this text mademy eyes tear up so i decided not to read anymore text and to just put my phone and change my clothes but my phone started vibrating it was a call from my bestfriend jen i clicked on the answer*esther what the hell happenned ? kyle called me and he seemed pretty sad esther tell me * i kinda felt bad and guilt when she said that kyle seemed sad i mean he might have cheated on me but i still love him and i'm not even sure if he actually cheated on me what if he didn't what if he was saying the truth jen 's yelling through the other line snapped me out of my thoughts*listen jen he cheated on me ok? i gotta go i'll call you later* i could hear her trying to get me not to hang up on her but i did anyway i decided to wear one of my comfy short shorts  and a white tank top i walked out of my room and headed to the kitchen when the guys were talking and laughing everyone stopped when i walked in the kitchen but then they moved on and kept talking and then this dude i remember his name is tyler said*thanks esther you know for letting us stay here* i smiled at him and openned the fridge and took a beer out and said*it's fine as long as you don't set the house on fire*i openned the beer and started drinking that's when julien said

*i thought you said you were hungry and were you talking to someone in your room*i looked at him and said* i don't feel like eating anymore and yes i was talking to my bestfriend jen* he only nodded but then the unexpected happenned the house phone rang julien stood up and said*i'll get it* shit i thought in my head what if it's kyle so i stood up and said *no i'll get it*  julien looked at me suspiciously and said*just stay i'll get it* i looked at him and said *no you stay i'll get it* we stayed like that for a while i was soo focused on keeping julien from answering the phone that i forgot that the house was full of my guys but then i noticed that the phone stopped ringing but then i heard footsteps and tyler walked into the kitchen holding the phone*so what happenned?* i looked at tyler like he's crazy 

*i'm talking about the dude who just called he seemed pretty sad what happenned?*i looked at him and said*it's none of your bussiness*then julien stepped into the conversation

*actually you're right it's none of his bussiness it's mine so tell me esther does it have anything to do with you crying in the middle of the woods ? answer me esther *

so i did it and told him everything about kyle i could care less that all the guys were in the room i told how we dated for a year and i told him everything that happenned this morning i looked at the guys they were looking at me with sympathy anger then julien*so he cheated on you?* at this moment julien looked at he was trying really to keep his cool but he was miserably failling

i looked at him and said* i don't know i just don't know anything anymore