truth or dare

telling her the truth(julien's pov)

julien's pov

i took a deep breath and looked at my sister as she looked at me and waited for me to tell her everything at that moment i was ready to tell her everything and i did 

*esther what i'm about to tell is something very very important but most importanltly you musn't tell anyone about this about me*

she openned her mouth to say something but i interruped her

*esther please just hear me out and then you can say anything you want it all happenned when i was 14 the reason  why the boarding school never found where i was is because they thought i was dead along with our parents one day at one of the boarding school's trip i was kidnnapped and i was welcomed to a new world i was reborned i grow up in a world that i thought never existed i had to put up with all of that for years thinking about it now make me regret letting myself get accustomed in that life but the thing is i never had a choice esther the boss raised me in this life and now that he's dead i can do whatever i want*

esther looked at me and said* i don't understand and who the hell is the boss*

i looked at her and said the word that i hate it the most

*i'm a gangster esther i kill people i used to do anything the boss asked me to do kill steal kidnap but now that he's dead i'm free esther i'm free from him i'm free from that life for good

*i looked down at the floor ready for her to look at me in disgust to kick me out of the house but it never happenned

instead two soft arms wrapped around me and i heard esther whisper in my ear

*i'm glad you're back brother i really missed you don't leave me again

*but then i felt something wet on my neck but then i realised esther is crying so i hugged her tighter and let her cry

i felt back for leaving her i felt bad for not being there for her i felt bad for that she had to go through pain without me being there for her but now that i'm back i'm never gonna let her get hurt ever and i know they guys felt the same way toward her you see the guys are my gang when the boss kidnapped me he treated like his own son as long as i did everything he said so when he died

i took over the gang and that's what brought me here i couldn't leave the guys i mean we grow up together we've been together since 14 i'm really glad that esther let them stay here