truth or dare

A Prayer For The Dead

In Loving Memory Of

Julien Daniel Cross  

1990-2012

"Do not go gentle into that good night.  

  Rage, rage against the dying of the light.  "

'Hey big bro" I whispered setting the flowers on the floor with a smile

" I missed you I know you've been gone for awhile, but there's still a small  part of  me that still thinks  one day you will walk through the door with a bag filled with Ben & Jerry's  and everything will be  back to normal ." I tried to hold back the tears but I couldn't help it as they slid down my cheek

'silly me' I whispered as tears fell freely unable to look at his name in stone as it only brought me pain .The sun shone brightly taking off my sunglasses I sighed 

'A part of me died with you ....I wanted to kill myself I even attempted to ........ once it was years ago .I never told you about it , because I knew you'd end up haunting and scaring me of the afterlife" I chuckled at the silly thought

'I kinda wish you would because I would kill to see your face and smile one last time ,you were taken from me too soon bro ." I stopped inhaling deeply smelling the  white flowers in my hand 

The smell immediately reminded me of home where my husband was currently fixing our garage door since it broke last week and yes my love is a lazy man  yet he never missed a good workout session at our gym ; but heck I wasn't complaining he's a sight to behold 

"He healed me ,he took what was left of me and he gave me life ,he gave me a future,he gave me revenge .At first,I thought it would only make me feel worse but no....Avenging you felt fucking good '

Suddenly, my instincts kicked in sensing hostile energy in the area I was expecting this.Knowing they were watching his grave,waiting for the slayer to visit her brother so they could take her down I smirked as I watched a man in black scar on his face I smiled at him knowing it was me who made those rearrangements to his face 

Ronnie was his name 

It all happened in slow motion setting the flowers on the grave.I quickly pressed a kiss to the grave saying a silent goodbye

 " For though I should walk in the midst of the shadow of death, I will fear no evils, for thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff, they have comforted me.  "

Standing up I came face to face with the man with the scar along with 2 of his minions who I supposed were hired after I killed the old 2 ones but that was 3 years ago I guess he didn't get over it 

"Always try to avoid making physical contact with your enemy ,but remember the best defense is a fucking great offense"Tyler's voice rang in my head all the training him and I went through he insisted on coming with me but I said I could take care of myself and that I was going to see a friend in another city that's far away from here as he forbade me from ever setting foot in this godforsaken town to avoid this situation that is currently taking place .Maybe i should have listened to him that thought was immediately interrupted by Ronnie giving me a million dollar smile like he just won the lottery .............................................

I know this is short but I'm not sure if I should update  anymore