I Guess Im Staying

Lifes alright

DANAS POV

Kiah,Christian and I all decided to sleep over at carsons, since his place was closer. Christian could not help himself tonight. "Dana!" He whispered.
I looked over and he was smiling. I mouthed what and all he did was look down. I looked down to and laughed. He was having an erection. So to tease him Alittle, I scooted over too him on the couch and placed my hand on his knee, and slowly moved up. I looked at him and smirked and he gave me the look of why are u doing this. I moved my hand up just brushing his weak spot and a slight moan escapes his mouth. I giggle and take my hand away. His erection got even bigger. Now I was turned on.

Now I was Alittle turned on. Carson and kiah came in and sat down. "Christian! Cover that shit up dam!" Christian blushed and covered his boner. We all laughed. "Let's play truth or dare!" Carson said. We all agreed and sat in a circle. Carson goes first." Christian t or d?" Christian thought about it. "Mm dare," he said. "I dare you to take dana into the other room for 5 min," he said smiling. I went with Christian and he immediately attacked me.

Christian kissed me roughly and I kissed him back. He pulled my shirt off and I did the same to him, I unbuttoned his pants and layd us both on the bed. Christian immediately pulled it out. He was anxious and really horny. He pulled my jeans down and took off the remaining cloth I wore. To get me warmed up, he inserted his fingers inside me and began to wriggle. I started to moan.

Without hesitation Christian moved his hand and inserted his dick in. Slowly at first, and as we got into it he thrusts faster and went deeper. He placed his hands on my chest and went faster. I started to moan really loud and Christian did too. We finished up and Christian kissed my forehead. We both got dressed and went back out. I'm guessing we took longer than five minutes because kyra was laying on the couch with carsons arm around her waist, sleeping. Me and Christian laid down on the other couch and fell asleep.

KIAHS POV

When dana and Christian went into the other room I felt awkward. Carson tried to start a conversation. " so how's the weather?" He asked. I looked at him weirdly. "Uhm good I guess?" I replied. We sat there and chatted for a lil bit. All of the sudden out of no where carson placed his lips on mine. After a minute or so I pushed him away." Carson I can't do this right now." I said looking away. Carson picked me up and set me on the couch. He lays down behind and wraps his arm around my waist. I instantly fell asleep. And so did he.

**the next day**

I woke up and attempted to move but carson held on To me tighter. "Where do u think ur going?" He asked. I rolled my eyes and threw his arms off me. I went to the bathroom and fixed my hair and washed off my remaining make up. When I went back out to the living room I smelt food. Carson was in the kitchen making bacon and pancakes. Honestly I don't like bacon. I despised it. So I took a small bite of a pancake and put it back. I went ups to carson and hugged him while he wasn't paying attention. He turned around, picked me up and set me on the counter. He kissed my cheek and held my hand while he finished cooking.

Tonight I had to leave back to l.a. With the guys. Carson, Christian and dana had to go too but they have a differ flight time. I got my things, hugged them and left. When I got back to the hotel, and up to our room, I saw nash sleeping by the window. I walked over to him and kissed his cheek. His eyes fluttered open and when he saw me he jumped up and hugged me as tight as ever. I hugged him back and started to pack all of my stuff. Nash and the others were packed so nash helped me.

**an hour later**

We were now boarding our flight. I had to sit next to Shawn. I sat by the window and put in my headphones. Shawn leaned in and tried to listen to what music I was playing. I was listening to his newest song never be alone. I started to think to myself. I'm always gonna be alone. No matter what, no one will catch me when I fall. I started to cry. Apparently Shawn noticed cause when I wasn't looking he took my phone and dried my tears. Before he could say anything I grabbed my phone, got up and went to the bathroom. I started to cry more. I searched the bathroom and found a small sharp piece of metal. I looked at my arms. They were still pretty sore since there are cuts all up and down them. So I lifted my shirt and placed the metal to my sides.

4 for my family
6 for the guys
1 for carson
And 2 just because.

I slipped the metal in my pocket and cleaned the blood from my waist. I went back out and without making contact with Shawn I sat back down and looked out the window. About 15 minutes later Shawn was passed out. I looked over the seats and all the guys except Jack j were passed out. I got up and walked towards him. He looked at me and got freaked out. "K-kiah hey what are you doin? Are you ok?" He asked. I shrugged. He made me sit down. I leaned my head on the window but he put his arm around me and pulled me in. I didn't fight. I soon fell asleep.
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Sorry this chapter is so short guys. Comment what u think....or nah. Sorry if it's a bit intense and if it's too sexual for u then I'm sorry. Anyways I love you guys.