I Guess Im Staying

Dont push us away

KYRAS POV

For the past two weeks I've chose to stay in the hospital alone. Thinking about what shawn said.

*knock knock*

I stayed quiet. The door opened. I turned my back and closed my eyes praying that they would leave who ever it was. "Kyra I know your awake....please talk to me," it was shawn.

"I'm sorry for what I've said. But....I just.....I don't even know anymore." He said. I sat still hoping....waiting for him to leave. Eventually he did. I pulled out my phone and saved stuff in my notes. For the past twelve days I have been working on my own song.

So far all I have is......

Never thought that we would end up here, should've known it from the start
I know you mean it when you say you
Love me , but we're trying way to hard.

Used to think that we could last forever
How could I have been so wrong
Never thought I'd be the one to say this
What if our time has come and gone

That's all so far. I waited and hummed the tune just to let thoughts flow. I whispered to myself:

You, you don't mean no harm
But your string me along and I don't have the time to spare

And I, im tryin hard to breathe
But your suffocating me, this time I'm coming up for air.

I smiled proudly and cried myself to sleep once again.

SHAWNS POV
I went to go see kyra for the millionth time. She's been pushing all of us away and it's worrying me. She hasn't said a word to the guys including me. We are back from where it started and I don't want it to end like this.

We were still in Hawaii. Since we were going to be here for awhile. I walked back to the hotel moping and sad. This is all my fault. I walked in and all the guys were laying down on their phones.

*buzz,buzz*

Cameron looked at his phone and his eyes widened. "Guys kyra just signed the hospital release papers herself. shes not there anymore." He said and I plopped down and sighed really loudly. Cameron got Up to leave as well as nash and the rest of us watched tv.

Cameron and nash came back around twelve at midnight and nash came in holding Kyras phone. For a moment I had sudden relief wash over me but then kyra wasn't there so then confusion covers me. Nash handed me the phone and. Asked me to read her notes.

It was a song. Not finished. But UR was about me. I started to tear up and ft a pain in my heart. I'm losing her and I can't do that. I need her. We all decided to go to bed. Except me. I laid there re reading Kyras song. It was sad and honest. I was so heartbroken. I finally dozed off too sleep.

SORRY SHORT CHAPTER BUT IM TOO LAZY TO write a THOUSAND WORD ONE DO YEA. ILY ALL