I Guess Im Staying

Catching up

CAMS POV

I called and called and called and yet she still won't pick up. Two hours later and you still would've thought I found her. Well I guess we all thought wrong.

I know somethings going on. I'd be stupid if I ignored it too. She needs someone to be there and talk to her. Or maybe just listen.

I looked down at my phone, a picture of me and kyra popping up signaling that she was calling. I was quick to answer. "Kyra? Hello hey where are you?" I panicked.

"Hey cam." That's all she could say.

"Please tell me where you are."

"Uuuuh I'm at the I think the Verizon wireless store. Yeah that's it." I hear shuffling in the background.

"Alright don't move I'm coming to get you."

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"So you Gonna talk to me?" I asked her.

KYRAS POV

So you gonna talk to me?

Honestly. Do I really want to talk about my problems?

I looked at him, he's waiting so patiently for me to respond. So what do I do....I spill. Everything. Well...except for the cutting. But I tell him about Shawn, Nash and I's fight. Everything.

He took it all in, processed it all, got Mad, angry, yelled, calmed down, etc.

"You done?" I asked. He nodded in response.

"Great." Letting out a drastic sigh I slump back in my seat. "I'm sorry kyra. I didn't know this was happening. " ofcourse! He didn't know because men are oblivious bastards! 

"Kyra..."

"It's fine Cameron." He sighed and started to go off about stuff. But I didn't want to hear it, i was tired. Tired of talking. Listening. Everything.

I want to get away.

"Come on let's go home."

I nodded and got in the car.

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Once we got home I went up to my room and locked the door immediately grabbing a bag and throwing clothes into it.

    I couldn't do this anymore and I didn't want to.

grabbing whatever I recognized was mine, I threw it into my bag.

    Next, my bathroom stuff. Really all I needed was a toothbrush and maybe a brush. And deoderant of course. Sneaking out of the room, I tiptoed over the bathroom.

Overhearing the Boys talk, I sigh and make my way back to the room and throwing the necessities into my bag.

This was it. New start, new me new everything. I just needed to get out of here and that's exactly what I was doing.

     I slung the back over my back and opened the window, struggling slightly but eventually making my way out of it.

I threw my bag down then jumped, a fair height but it was low enough to wear I wasn't injured.

     And just like that...I was off.

"Kyra??!"

   well....maybe.

I picked up my pace down the road, the boys voices slowly fading.

    I knew they would come to a point and use the cars, so I needed a faster transportation. Like the bus!

Oddly enough the bus was just arriving, so I rushed over to it before it left again and got on, paying the driver the correct amount to ride.

     The bus took off, and as soon as it did, I recognized the boys speeding by.

I sighed, thinking to myself.

   They're going to forget me. They're going to move on and be happy again. Maybe I'll be happy too.

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I got off at a train station. Purchasing a ticket, I took a look around once more and boarded the train. I wasn't here long, but it was enough to make memories that if always remember.

    I took a seat and looked out the window. Observing the rush hour of people in the station.

"Ladies and gentlemen thank you for boarding the LAT, please stay seated and enjoy your trip."

     Just as the train started to move, a group of people started to run towards the train.

My heart races, as I recognized the people immediately.

Oh god just go just go just go please just go! 

I was mentally praying for the train to move faster, and as if god was just on my side tonight the train picked up pace and took off before they reached it.

    Tears brimmed my eyes, a wave of guilt washing over me as sadness took over the boys faces.

    I know its not good to run away from your problems but its just what I do.

     The figures disappeared from my view quickly. A breath I hadn't realized Id been holding in slipped past my lips.

Goodbye LA.

Well this is this. Idk if its the end but you can decide if you want me to keep going with more and like continue or just end it right here.

All the love guys.

Sorry the chapter kind of sucks lol I'm exhausted