NASHS POV
The doctors pulled me out, before I could say anything to kyra. I called all the guys freaking out. They came immediately. "Where's shawn!" I yelled. Right then he arrived and was screaming. He came up to me and pinned me against the wall "what the fuck did you do to my girlfriend nash!!!!" Tears formed in both of our eyes and he calmed down.
"Shawn I didn't do this to her, she lost blood From cutting, she woke up not breathing," I said tears now flowing, shawn collapsed to the ground crying. I walked to the corner and pulled out my phone. I went through all of the pictures of me and kyra with all of the guys. I thought back to wen I first met her,
The first kiss we share. I held a tight grip on my phone and didn't realize till cam came up and snapped me out of it. "Dude?" He said and i loosened my grip realizing I was holding my breathe and letting out a gasp. We waited for hours. Shawn fell asleep first, he was worn out, I was too but I couldn't sleep. All the guys could but i couldn't. I waited, staring at the wall currently in front of me. Expressionless. The nurse tapped me on the shoulder.
"Sir?" I looked at her. "I have current updates," she explained and I sat up straight listening to everything she said. "Kyra is in a coma, we were able to save her from dying but not this. We don't know how long it will be but due to starvation and blood loss this is what ur came to." I was completely fucked. Tears poured out one by one, "would u like to see her?" She asked and I nodded. I walked into the room and sat next to her. "Kyra?" I waited expecting an answer. "Kyra please!" I said. I cried.
"Stay strong! This isn't funny, please don't do this kyra!" I yelled. It was 3am. "Baby girl I know you can hear me please wake up!!!" I touched her cold hand. She was more pale than ever. Anger rose inside of me, but I was too weak. I crashed to the ground on my knees, slamming my fist against the ground. "This can't be happening!" Words played back in my mind. Her voice as sweet as candy. I miss it already. I couldn't save her!
Shawn walked in, and looked at me confused and worried. " she's ......in a......coma" I managed to say between tears. Shawn sat down and sighed. Silently holding back tears. He sat down next to kyra and asked for a moment. I left to the bathroom and say there. Looking at my reflection.
SHAWNS POV
"Kyra, babe please, if this is a joke please please don't do this, kyra wake up! Wake up please!" Uncontrollably crying, I shook her. " Kyra please I love you please don't do this! I need you by my side!!!" I was suddenly being dragged out of the room by security. "No!!!! Don't take her from me please!!! She's all I have left!!!!!" I yelled but they payed no attention.
They told me to go home, so I went back to the house and to my room, punching the wall continuously till my hand bled. I fell to the ground, and fainted.
6 months later
All the guys including me and the girls were all shattered and empty. I quit seeing kyra after 3 months because i couldn't bare it any longer knowing that the love of my life wasn't in my arms. None of us bothered to leave the house, the only ones that did were Nash, chloe, Darla, and cameron, the rest of us sobbed at old pictures and videos.
CHLOES POV
I've been completely lost without kyra. Darla had told me a lot about kyra and her past and I was a-little shocked. But we all missed her, it's been six months and we are all for sure she isn't coming back, but me, nash, darla and cam still have pride and faith for her. Idk why but u know that she will be back.
Today is four went to go see kyra again, we've been visiting as much as possible. First me." Kyra like every other day I miss you so much, we all do and we need you to come back. It's not the same without you. Shawn is completely shattered and won't leave the hotel. Nash, he'll idk what to say." I talked to her and updated her on everything that happens. Next darla then cam and last nash.
NASHS POV
It was finally my turn to go see kyra. I see her basically everyday. "Kyra I miss your beautiful voice, UR smile, UR personality, baby girl I miss ur eyes, God dammit those eyes. I just miss you and I'm lost without you. I know that I'm not UR boyfriend but I wish I could be. I want you to be mine, I want to be able to tell the world that UR my girl and no one else can have you because well...UR mine. I...." I started crying and choked on my tears.
"I love you!" I managed to whisper, my hand slowly releasing her cold hand as I left the room. This hurts to much. We all left, I decided to go to the park. Darla came over as well. "Will you tell me about her?" I asked and she gave me a slight smile, "well when we were kids, you were all she talked about, out of the entire group she loved you. It was funny, in eighth grade we both played soccer together and played together for four years. I didn't hear from her after the car crash, then her old crush told me about her and here I am now."
We continued to talk. It was amazing how much I didn't know. "Hey," I looked at her," I know she'll come back, she just needs time, after all she's been through and what she's done to herself, if u really love her like she loves you, you'll have faith. And hope k?" She said and I nodded giving her a bear hug. We went back to the hotel.
"Nash!" Chloe ran up to me, "the hospital called, it's kyra!"
OOOOH WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN. SORRY ABOUT THE CLIFF HANGERS AND THX FOR ALL THE READS IK ITS NOT ALIT COMPARED TO OTHERS BUT IM PRETTY PROUD OF MYSELF
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Fanfiction17 year old Kiah johanson ends up in a car crash with her family,being the only survivor. wondering around she finds herself staying with the magcon family.....