I Guess Im Staying

Tour: part 2

KYRAS POV

Shawn and I leave for tour in three days. Have we told the guys? No, and I wish I didn't have to. I'm going to miss all of the guys, and Chloe. I don't know what I'm supposed to do or say. This isn't how I wanted it to be. Then again it's just tour. Just tour......

It's not just tour. Things will change! How can I tell them without hurting them!? That's the thing, I can't. I just can't.

This all ran through my mind, on the inside I was freaking out. But on the outside I was the quiet, observant person I've always been. Shawn went out with Matt, carter, the jacks, Hayes, Tay, and Aaron leaving me with Nash and Cameron. Yea great!

To keep my mind off things I played assassins creed. The sound the wind just kind of fulfilled my head. I blocked everyone out with the sound. With every step my concentration moves up. All of the sudden I felt someone tap my shoulder. Nash. "Hey! Sorry what um yea?" I asked. "Hey calm down what going on?" He asked. I gave him a questioned look. "Kyra your sitting over here not even moving, ur whispering slightly to yourself and and you are crying," he said worried.

"I'm not crying, or whispering!" I said wiping my face. "I'm fine," I said, put on my headphones and continued playing. I let out a slight sigh wiping my face and back to concentration.

NASHS POV

"Cameron! Bro! All the guys went out!" I screamed at him while he showered. "Alright dude what about Kyra?" He asked. "She's still here but i don't know what she's doing so I'm gonna go check on her!" I said. He said okay and I left.

I walked to her room and saw her sitting on the floor, cross crossed while playing assassins creed. Her lips were slightly parted and she was whispering, her hands clenched around the controller and tears streamed down her face. She bit her lower lip in concentration and confusion.

I rushed over to her and tapped her on the shoulder bringing her out of her trance. "Hey! Sorry what um yea?" She asked. "Hey calm down what's going on?" I asked. She gave me a questioned look. "Kyra your sitting over here not even moving, whispering to yourself and crying," i said.

She denied it and pushed me away. I sat there for a moment as She continued her game. "Can I play with you?" I asked her and she sat there in thought for a moment. She nodded after a bit and plugged in a second controller and we both started playing. She was quick and smart.

"Hey slow down I can't catch up!" I said laughing. She stayed focused on the screen. Her lips parted slightly, once in awhile she'd bite her lower lip. Other times she'd bite her tongue when she gets excited. Everything about her was so beautiful. The way her curly hair just naturally pooled out kinda like mahoganys hair. Her eyes sparkled no matter what, her Rosie cheeks when she smiled, dammit that smile. I couldn't help but just stare.

It took a moment before I realized she was crying again. I dropped the controller and pulled her into my arms. I wiped her tears and cradled her. "Kyra, you're not okay, tell me what's going on?!" I said and Cameron walked in immediately rushing over to us.

"Dude what's going on!" He asked. "I don't fucking know okay we were playing assassins creed and she started crying and I know for a fact she's got something on her mind. She's been like this for a week." I explained and he thought. "Kyra come here." He said and she stood up and walked away.

"Nash just stay here I'll go talk to her." I nodded my head and he followed her.

CAMERONS POV

I followed Kyra. She looked behind her and saw me then ran. I finally caught up to her and grabbed her wrist. "OW!" She said and I loosened my grip. "Kyra stop running and sit down. Please," I said and her eyes began to glisten from tears. "Cameron....I....I can't do this anymore! I'm tired! I'm afraid and I'm done!!! I'm sorry," she whispered the last part. "Kyra what? W-what are you talking about?!" I said and held her face.

Tears slid down her face one by one. "This just never gets easier does it, it's always going to be this way right?" She cried. "Kyra what are you talking about baby girl just tell me WHAT!" I asked her almost on the verge of tears. She looked up at me with sympathy in her glossy eyes. "It doesn't get easier from here........"

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