euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

23

monday

~jayden pov

last night was just crazy. i think it was our first night without fucking. i felt so bad for believing everyone else instead of trusting her. i gave her my hoodie one of them because she has always wanted one i just kept saying no because i don't like giving mine away😂. but since i did her so wrong i gave up one of my favorite ones to her this morning. i failed to mention that ever second i'm with her i apologize for the argument yesterday and she's getting annoyed of me apologizing but i just want her to know i'm sorry🥺. i'm in my 1st period which is basketball now and my volleyball is my last period. julie got so mad at joey this morning she yelled at him in spanish in front of me. i knew they were talking about me because i heard my name. they're still mad at each other. 1st period is about to be over so i'm in the locker room after practice getting dressed. the door opened and i saw julie walk in. she saw me but didn't stop to me she went to i guess her locker. i just continued to get ready but i was lowkey staring at her but playing it off because i wanna know what she's in here for. there's basketball girls not dressed yet in here bro🙄. i should've told her not to come in. i have my pants on and my socks and shoes i just need my shirt and hoodie. i saw julie at her locker getting something so i just looked away because she's at her locker it's not my business. i put my shirt on then grabbed my backpack out my locker and put my basketball bag in my locker with my volleyball bag. i heard julie talking to someone. i fixed my hair, picked up my hoodie, then put my backpack on while looking in her direction just to see her talking to one of my team mates. she's all smiley with them😒. they started laughing. bro🙄. i walked over to julie and my teammate maria. i grabbed the bottom of julie's shirt but not aggressive i didn't pull on it just holding.

"hey come on" i said to julie

"what do you want? cant it wait?" julie asked

"2nd period is about to start walk me to class" i said

"i'll do it 3rd i have to help maria with something" julie asked

"help her with what?" i asked getting a little attitude. i'm trying to hide it but i can't. i let go of her shirt.

"our project we have for physics" julie said

"you've been talking to my girlfriend?" i asked maria

"jay you know me and you tight nothing is going on between me and ya girl ight?" maria said to me

"baby why would you even think that? i would never cheat and especially not with your friends" julie said

"ok i trust you.. i guess i'll see you around.." i said not wanting to go. i have to show trust even if i have this gut feeling she'll cheat on me😔. i walked off and left the locker room. the bell rang and i saw mikey and he saw me. we just walked with each other. he has his fitted hat on. i love his hat collection so much. i took it off his head and put it on mine. mikey was never the brother to fight and take something i took from him back he just let me have it. mostly because i'm his twin and we have pretty much every matching we just don't wear it at the same time because no😂.

"i like that hat on you" mikey said smiling

"i like it on me too" i said smiling then we giggled a little

"check me out. let's get a matching tattoo together today." he said smiling

"of what?" i asked

"i saw all these fye ass designs last night and i was thinking this one" he said then showed me on his phone.

"that's actually dope as fuck" i said getting excitedly and he chuckled.

"i know right" he said smiling