euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

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2 months later ⏰ ...
last week in October 🎃
wednesday

📍 university of florida
10:05 am
~jayden pov

i'm back from volleyball practice with kianna. it was hell today my legs are killing me. i'm about to be 19 this friday so i'm flying out friday after my game in the morning. lately everything has been good besides from me missing Jules EJ and fendi daily. i haven't seen them in 2 weeks this time because i had games for a whole weekend and practices's all week. so this weekend i'm going back to la. i found out devenity has an onlyfans now🧍🏼‍♀️. shocking but at the same time not really. if she's making that coin i'm proud of her😌. she also broke up with enzo two months ago literally on her birthday because he was texting other girls. lauren has a boyfriend now, kai is hoing again, kenzie's still with her boo, and sophia is talking to some guy now then there's me and kianna still in our relationship. as for the boys they're still doing them. gabe, corey, and Louis are still relationships the rest are single i think so. let's talk my life in florida😌 so i've made more friends here and classes are getting harder i'm struggling but i know a nerd to help me with it now. i twisted my ankle last weekend during a game and josie was helping me take care of it. she brought me ice packs, snacks, pain medication literally she was being a mom. i know she's still interested in me and finds me attractive. she just doesn't say it but her actions are loud even kianna can see it. my paranoid ass be locking my door at night before i go to sleep so that she can't come in and rape me... i'm traumatized after all those experiences. i'm not trying to fuck up me and jules relationship. the media will do anything to mess us up. people are saying we're together and some people are saying we're friends with benefits. jules isn't speaking on it and i'm not so we're just letting them assume. she's been busy with her music and JnN dropped their album earlier this month that's still trending everywhere. i can't describe how proud i am of her. she works so hard all the time and even when she's down she still keeps pushing. she's my inspiration when it comes to hard work. jules has done things out of her way over these two weeks. she somehow got a gift basket and flowers delivered to my apartment by this man in a suit. i was confused and thought it was sketchy until i told her that some guy sent me that. that's when she told me she got it delivered to me. she sings me her songs she's working on too but it's only a little bit of the song. she's not allowed to be exposing her songs until it's released. but she's writing more songs about me and it makes me go🥺. anyways i'm about to nap and get started on my class work before alec tries to see me later.

📍Los angeles, california
The Studio 🎧
2:20 pm

~jules pov

i haven't seen jayden in 2 weeks and she's supposed to be back for her birthday. i've been taking great care of elijah. EJ is 3 months about to be 4 months in november. he's getting so big🥺. i've been showing him how to do things, taking him places like my meetings and my studio sessions, i took him on car rides just so he can see the world. i've been shopping for designer baby outfits for him i have him dripped out😌. right now i have him with me. nate got alana with him and elijah and alana have been getting closer they look at each other a lot since they can't play with toys yet. elijah moves around a lot but doesn't move out of his spot😂. he tries to roll on his back sometimes but he can't yet. nate and i are about to record as i am. we're in the studio box with the headphones on. we're waiting for the instrumental. kizzy hit record and then started the instrumental.

"By myself sometimes, to give my mind some space
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know that it hurts when I push your love away
I hate myself
I wanna tell you lies, so your heart won't break
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know that I made my fair share of mistakes" i sang