euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

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saturday

~jules pov

i'm at the studio and it's early it's 9am. we're here early to record off the table for the album. i didn't wanna get up this morning after... all the emotions i felt last night. i got so mad when i left that party that i punched someone's car. it left a huge dent and i feel bad about it now. my hand is hurting so bad i asked my mom to wrap it for me but it's definitely sprained or something. it's not broken for sure. i'm in the studio box with the headphones on with nate. we're waiting for kizzy to give us a signal he's done with editing our adlibs we just did. once he finished we gave him a signal he hit record and then started the instrumental.

"Will I ever love the same way again? (Way again)
Will I ever love somebody like the way I did you?
Never thought you'd be so damn hard to replace
I swear it don't need to be this way
If I can't have you, is love completely off the table?
Do I sit this one out and wait for the next life? (Next life)
Am I too cold? Am I not nice?
Might not be quite yet healed already
Should I be goin' too steady? (Too steady)
But I just wanna know is love completеly off the table?
Will you be thеre? (Will you be there?)
Can I still love you? (Can I, can I, babe?)
Not yet healed or ready (Not ready)
Should I be goin' too steady? (Too steady)
Just wanna know is love completely off the table?" i sang as nate did the adlibs

"I'll wait for you
Even though it always feels like I'll be number two
To someone you can't hold anymore
If you let me in, I'm ready to give you what I couldn't before
'Cause I got you, girl, let me help you through it
You're trying to fill the void with a couple boys
I can see right through it (You can see right through it)
I can love you harder than I did before
Was in a dark place back then
I was toxic, then I was toxic to someone else
I was haunted by the hills (Oh yeah, yeah)
I couldn't give you my all, but I will
If you let me in your arms (Your arms)
If you let me in your heart
I don't think that love's completely off the table" nate sang while i did adlibs

"Will you be there? (Yes, I will be there for you)
Can I still love you? (Yes, I been hurt before, before)
Not yet healed or ready (Not ready)
Should I be goin' too steady? (Too steady, no, no)
Just wanna know is love completely off the table?" we sang together

"So can you hold me?
If I let you, can you prove it to me? (Oh, no-no, no)
'Cause I need you to calm me down, babe
Gotta get out of my head (Oh, woah)
Tryna be here from this bed (Oh)
Just wanna know, just wanna know, know, know, baby (Hey)
Can you touch it like you believe in it, baby? (Oh, hey)" i sang while nate did adlibs

"Let me think you never gonna leave on me, baby
'Cause I ain't him and you ain't her, thankfully (Baby, don't leave)
But it's gon' be hard to let someone else in again (Woah)
Baby, baby (Woo-hoo)" nate sang while i did adlibs

"Will you be there? (Will you be there? I'll still wait)
Can I still love you? (I'll still wait for you, babe, oh, no-no, no, can I still love you?)
Not yet healed or ready (Ooh, not ready)
Should I be goin' too steady? (No, no, ooh)
Just wanna know is love completely off the table, baby?" we sang together

"I swear, I swear
I will wait for you whenever you need
Ooh, ooh" nate sang. once the instrumental ended we took off the headphones and kizzy stopped recording. we walked out the studio box.

"sorry to drag you guys here on a early saturday morning to record on your day off" mr b said to us as we got our stuff

"it's ok we'll see you guys monday" i said while me and nate walked out the room. once we got to his car he started driving me home.

Holly heart ♥️ household
12:30 pm

~jayden pov