euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

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3 months later...
june 12th
friday

~jayden pov

wow time went by fast. to update you guys it's currently summer it just started this month. seniors are graduating tomorrow which means jordan is moving out. he's already packed and stuff to move out😔. i'll miss him a lot. he says he's going to college in vegas for whatever career he's studying. i think jordan found REAL love finally and it's shocking me🤭. he met a girl named alexis and shes his age also going to college. shes from another school though. she's pretty i've met her many times now since it's been 2 months. i wasn't expecting him to actually be serious with someone EVER. it's blowing my mind😂. mikey is even talking to a girl, avani. MY FRIEND🙄. i don't know what's up with everyone in my family talking to my friends. even halia is talking to jasmine. my basketball teammate. i can't blame her jass is fine as fuck. i'm happy with my siblings as long as they're happy. lately me and ace have been doing a lot better with our depression now that it's summer we don't have to be in the house with my dad we've been traveling and stuff. I CANT WAIT FOR JULY AHHHH🤪🤪. me and my family jules's and jules are going on a vacation to hawaii for a week🤪. we're going when my mom comes back because we need a parent besides ms leblanc. speaking of my mom she'll be back july 1st which is only 2 weeks away now!! i'm excited. i miss her. sadly she'll miss jordan's graduation tomorrow but she told us to facetime her so that she can watch him go across the stage😂. yeah i live with my dad fully again but only 2 more weeks left. i'm out of his house everyday and he doesn't even care. he told me to get hit by a car and i tried but nobody wanted to hit me😐. they kept stopping🙄. we have hella video proof and voice recordings of him saying abusive things and doing abusive things. we plan on showing our mom because she really DOES NOT BELIEVE US WHEN SHE TELL HER HES CRAZY. once we show our mom she'll end up suing him and get his ass in prison for abuse. like his poor girlfriend is probably getting abused i've heard him yelling at her too and i heard noises but i don't know what it was i just left the house. she seems scared of him she talked to me about my dad before and i just told her to leave while she still can. meanwhile everytime i leave at night i'm going to my girlfriend's house. she picks me up for a fuck session😂. we been together for 8 months now. i realized nate and kianna been together for 10 months. julie has been giving me vibes of baby fever lately and it's scaring me. i don't wanna kid but... seeing how good she is with other people's babies is cute🥺😂. she treats them so good. all babies like her but not me and thinks it's so funny🙄. her cousin has a baby boy and i met him. he started crying when i held him but when julie held him he stopped. that baby was glitching it wasn't me i'm not the problem. jules also started talking to her ex bri.. theyre friends but i don't like that they even talk anymore. i don't trust bri even though we have no beef. when julie is hanging out with her at the studio when i'm not there i have no idea what's going on. all i have is nate to watch over them for me. he tells me they don't do anything but make jokes and laugh every minute. they're close friends again now. they've been this close for 3 months now. i've hung out with bri and julie before with other friends and i was jealous the whole time but tried to hide it. julie ended up giving me her attention and stopped talking to bri for the night. then bri tried to talk to me😐 i just told her i'm not in the mood politely so that i don't seem like a bitch. julie hasn't been cheating and she's still super loyal and not sneaking around which i adore about her. she's really committed to me we're in love with each other🥺. i'm telling you ever since she told me she's in love with me that night at the pool she meant that with every piece of her heart☺️😂. she wouldn't say something that's not true. i'm with her right now she's in my room and at this point my dad can't say shit about her coming over because he's over seeing her and hates her just like he hates me🥰. she cusses him out when he says some shit to her or me and honestly it's attractive but like baby shut the fuck up😂. it's 1:30 pm and we're dressed.