euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

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wednesday

~jayden pov

me and jules have been together for 5 months almost 6 and a lot has happened in a month. let me start off with my dad and the jordan living situation. my dad decided to call cps to come find us and since they knew jordan is 18 they suspected that we live with him. so they somehow found us and came to the apartment one night and we told them that our dad was verbally abusing us and even tried to beat us before but they didn't really believe us so they ended up sending me and halia to the lawyer to talk to them about it more to see if we're lying or not. long story short they let jordan stay in his apartment but sent me halia mikey and ace back to my dad's. it's been 2 weeks since we went back. but bro as soon as we got back i started leaving the house and staying the night at julie's and my volleyball friends house's. even sometimes corey's. it's currently march 8th. we have 1 more week until spring break. i can't wait for my mom to come back to vegas so we can go over there again. my depression is still here but i've been going to the therapist for it and it's helping a lil. my girlfriend forces me to go she drives me there and picks me up every appointment which is crazy. nobody ever cared this much to take me and pick me up from it. she even asks how it was and all that and then buys me food if i was hungry. i've started to stop eating some days and sometimes struggle to drink water. but since i'm an athlete i have to drink water and milk for my muscles and body to function. and so i don't pass out during games or practices. i started to sleep a lot like sleeping away my sadness is all i can do now. i'm a horny ass bitch so when i'm awake i wanna fuck on my girlfriend and i can't keep my hands off of her. i'm addicted to her body at this point. i leave hella hickeys on her body not just on her neck. she does the same to me. i get jealous when people talk to her more than before. i want her to only pay attention to me. we haven't got into any big fights just like 1 little fight and i started it. it was over some girl who was looking and talking to her. it just made me super mad how the girl was touching her hands to "look at her rings" 🙄 like bitch you know damn right you not touching her hands to look at her rings😒 and then she called her hands attractive that's when i got up and left because i was about to knock that hoe out. i'm at school right now and volleyball season is over but it's coming back april. it's still basketball season but that's almost over too. track season is coming up at the end of this month. i'm in basketball uniform walking around in the hallway with kai. i usually put my hair up in a messy bun but i have it down right now. i have my shorts rolled. i don't know why but boys are talking to us in the hallway flirting with me😐. everyone knows i'm bisexual and they should know that my girlfriend might seem chill but she's fucking crazy inside. she'll kill someone over me.

"wassup jayde" corey said smiling coming up to me. we hugged.

"hey" i said smiling back while breaking the hug.

"why can't i get a hug?" hunter asked me with a slight smile

"why don't you go ask my girlfriend why" i said sarcastically

"why can't i get one? i'm not gonna touch you disrespectfully" fred said to me

"y'all wildin today i don't want hugs. cmon kai and corey let's go find louis" i said to them then we started walking off. as me corey and kai were walking i saw julie come out the music room with lilia. they saw me and came over. julie grabbed my face and kissed my lips.

"hey jayden" lilia said smiling at me

"hi lils" i said smiling a little

"where are you so fine?? don't come out in these hallways looking this good baby" julie said to me playing with my hair.

"everything is fine bebe i was just going to the cafeteria to get breakfast" i said to her

"when i offered you breakfast this morning you said you weren't hungry" she said looking confused