euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

11

thursday

~jayden pov

i'm in the girls locker room it's 1st period. well it starts in 15 minutes. i'm just sitting down on the bench texting my mom. i wanna visit her this weekend again. she'll be at home til january then she's back to the army for months at least 8. i love my mom so much🥺. she only understands me. it's hard to hid the bruises on my thighs that jr put there from beating me😔. i had to cover them with makeup and i covered the one on my calf too. the only one i didn't cover was the one under my boob because they can't see that under my shirt. i didn't tell my team about it i can't. i know how they'll act. ever since he hit me at the party they hate his guts. devenity and kianna will go out of their way and expose him for beating an abuser. the sad part is i have to lie and say he's my boyfriend or else they'll ask if he's not your boyfriend why are you faking like you're with him? and i'm not about to answer that because the answer would be because he will beat me. i don't like being hit😩 i have ptsd because of him now. my team is getting ready and talking to each other. i heard the locker room door open and i looked up and i saw julie. my heart got all warm inside and i couldn't help but smile☺️. she came over to me and sat down next to me.

"how do you feel?" julie asked me

"i don't know i wasn't gonna come to school today or for the rest of the week." i said to her

"you can't run away from this problem we have to find a way to solve it" she said

"there's no way to solve it. i would have to move in with my mom permanently but i can't even do that because she's leaving in 5 months." i said

"i forgot she was in the army. well... listen i'm possibly moving to la i could let you live with me." she said

"you're 16 you can't live on your own your mom would be with you" i said

"my mom works she would just send joey with me and i'll have freedom to do whatever and whoever i want" she said with a slight smile

"you can't do whoever you want🙄" i said then rolled my eyes

"you're the whoever" she said then i looked at her smiling to myself and she was smirking. she looked at my thighs then knee to open my legs a little which made me a little uncomfortable because my team is right there and they can see us.

"what are you doing? stop" i said softly. she stopped.

"where are the br" she said until i put my hand over her mouth before she could finish the word.

"can you not say that here or anywhere in public? look tonight i'll come over your house and we can talk about this privately just know that there's a reason it's covered i'm in uniform." i said then moved my hand off her mouth.

"i can't let you come over tonight i have to cheer at the football game" she said

"after the game" i said

"i'll be tired and ready to go to sleep" she said

"i've been having trouble sleeping anyway" i said. she smiled at me then chuckled softly.

"you really wanna see me tonight" she said with a slight smile

"i could use your company☺️" i said while blushing. she grabbed my face and kissed my lips. i deepened it and we started making out for a few seconds and then stopped because i pulled away blushing really hard. god the way her eyes were so low when i looked at her and her little smile😩😍.

"woooooahhhh" kai said from a distance so i looked at her as she came over to us.

"i always been shipping y'all" kai said with a smile