Life is Short

Chapter 2

(Jess's pov)

Ryan leaned in, pressing his lips to mine kissing me softly. It took me a second, then I started to kiss him back making him groan against my mouth. I tugged on his shaggy blonde hair while pulling him closer to me. He pulled away, kissing down my neck making me moan. I pulled his lips back to mine kissing him hungrily. He pulled away, pressing his forehead to mine. I kept my eyes closed scared to look at him.

"Jess." He said softly.

"Ryan, what?" He pecked my lips again as I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"This wasn't exactly how I wanted it to go, but Jess I'm in love with you. I want to be with you."

"I'm in love with you too." I smiled against his lips as he leaned in pressing his lips back to mine.

"Can I ask you something, but you have to keep an open mind?" He smiled nervously.

"Sure."

"Once you're in remission, what if we had a baby together?"

"Are you serious?" I gasped looking at him like he was crazy.

"Yes, I will not push you to do anything you don't want to."

"Ry, you want to have a baby with me?" I smiled with tears in my eyes.

"I would love to have a baby with you. Do you want to have a baby with me? I mean this is going to affect you the most. Before we do this, we should really think about this. I don't want the baby killing you." He was so concerned for me.

"Yes, I want a baby with you." I smiled.

"This means you're going to be a mommy and I'm going to be a daddy."

"I can't wait." I squealed wrapping my arms around him.

"You do know that means were going to have sex to make a baby right?" He smirked.

"Yes Ryan, I'm not six anymore." I smirked back.

"Good, I just don't want to do something you're not ready for."

"Ryan, kiss me." He leaned in pressing his lips to mine kissing me sweetly then pulled away curling me to his side.

I woke up wrapped in Ryan's arms as usual, but today felt different. I love Ryan and he loves me the same way. I don't ever want to lose him. I know he's terrified of losing me, but I'm just as terrified of losing him.

"Hey beautiful." I turned and smiled at him, he looked so cute after just waking up.

I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't know if that was okay with him. He smiled as he brought me closer to him, if that was even possible. I felt his shaft poking me, and I was trying hard not to moan.

"You okay?" I bit my lip, nodding.

"Jess." I moaned into his chest as he moved.

"I'm sorry." I said shyly while he just smirked.

"Don't be sorry. Pretty soon you will be moaning a lot more and moaning my name." I blushed as I hide my face in his chest. He put two fingers under my chin and made me look up at him.

"I like when you blush." Of course this caused me to blush more. He looked down at my lips, as I was doing the same to his. Slowly he brought his lips to mine kissing me softly as I moaned in his mouth again. He pulled away and rested his forehead to mine.

"I've been waiting a long time for this." I smiled pecking his lips.

"Come on let's go get something to eat."