Forever and always (sequel to Being Mrs. Bieber)

Chapter 41: Happy

Mia's POV:

"I don't know Mia. It sounds pretty good," Justin says, trying to convince me to take a tour offering.

My dance manager called me once again about it.

He's starting to get on my nerves.

I groan and roll my eyes.

"Justin, I don't want to. I don't wanna tour or do anything right now. I wanna take a break."

"But, baby-"

I stand up from the bed and walk towards him, crossing my arms against my chest.

"Why do you want me to go so badly?," I ask.

"Because I want you to be happy."

"By stressing myself out again. I just wanna take a break and just be myself."

"Babe, this tour offering might never happen again. You should take the chance. I know how much you love dancing," he stresses.

"Justin, I can't," I repeat for the hundredth time.

"Baby why? I just want you to be happy."

"Justin, I am happy."

Silence takes over the bedroom as I cross my arms against my chest, staring at a confused Justin.

"Huh?," he asks, his eyebrow raised.

"I'm happy. I'm fuckin' happy because I'm with you. Those horrible months in rehab, that time I went away on tour. I was at my worse then. But, do you notice how I am now? I'm always spending time with the kids. I still dance when I'm alone. I don't cut anymore. I smile a little more. Justin, I'm okay. I'm actually okay."

"But, Mi-"

"Do you know how it feels? Being looked upon as someone who is insane or has problems?"

Justin remains quiet, his eyes fixed on me.

"I hate it. I fuckin' hate it. It makes me feel weak. It reminds me of my past. I just wanna move on. I wanna live my life without any stress or pressure. Without people sticking their damn noses in my life. I wanna live. I wanna be me Justin."

"Every time I look at you, I get butterflies. You helped me stay alive. Your hugs and kisses. The songs you wrote about me. The way you hold me. You make me feel worth something. God put you on this Earth for a reason Justin. I don't know what the fuck it is, but I'm glad he did because you're the reason why I'm standing here right now. I'm happy to call you mine. You give me a reason to keep going on. I will always love you Justin, even after my last breath."

His breathing gets hitched in his throat as he stands there at a loss for words.

He smiles and looks down, rubbing the back of his neck, blushing.

He looks up, his eyes glistening a little.

He clears his throat to hide his soon to be fallen tears, his face lit with a smile.

Before I can even have a reaction, he harshly grabs my waist, pulling me into his chest before crashing our lips together.

Our lips move in sync as I wrap my arms loosely around his neck, moaning in pleasure.

Justin's hands grip my hands and pull me closer, leaving to space between us.

So damn passionate. This kiss is one of my favorites.

Every kiss is amazing. But, this one feels special.

He slowly pulls away before pecking my nose.

"You're happy. My beautiful girl is finally happy," he quietly cheers, taking my hands in his.

"Yeah, I am," I respond.

"Babe, I've seen you go through so much. I almost lost you. And for you to say you're actually happy, warms my heart. But, may I ask you a question love?"

I nod my head.

"Of course baby."

"What finally sent you to happiness?"

I stop and think, before finding the perfect answer.

"Time. I just needed time. 'Time heals all', right?"

He chuckles at me.

"Wonder who you learned that from?," he playfully teases.

I kiss his nose.

"My amazing husband."

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