Forever and always (sequel to Being Mrs. Bieber)

Chapter 16: Feelings

Justin's POV:

* A week after last chapter *

Another day of depression awaits me as I roll out of bed, heading to the bathroom to start my day.

I use it and brush my teeth, then hear little footsteps sounding like they're running towards me.

I hear a loud quick knock, and hear a little girl cheer "Daddy!" right after.

I hurry and finish up and open the door to a smiling and happy Kenzie.

I can't help but smile back. I pick her up and kiss her cheek, holding her tight.

"Good morning princess."

She ignores me and just hugs me tight, not letting go.

"What's wrong princess?," I ask.

I stop all motion right after I just asked that question, regretting it.

I know what's wrong.

She misses me.

She barely has seen me for the past few weeks because I isolated myself from everyone, even her.

It's ironic to be honest. Kenzie was our miracle baby. We had her right after the miscarriage. She gave Mia hope, she made Mia happy. Now, I don't spend a lot of time with her as I should.

I've wanted a baby for so long. And look....

I don't just have one, I have three. 

And I'm abandoning them.....

And it's all because of one person that's not here.

I place her back down, and she immeadiately grabs my hand.

"C'mon Daddy!," she says, pulling my arm with a smile.

I manage to crack a smile back at her, and follow her downstairs.

I see the twins in their little playpens, while Kenzie leads me into the kitchen.

"Grandma!," she cheers.

Mom turns around and smiles at Kenzie. She looks up at me and her smile fades.

"How you feeling?," she asks me.

I let out a sigh.

"Oh yeah. I'm sorry."

I look down and push Kenzie's hair back with my hand.

"Go play with Alex and Rosie Kenzie."

She obeys and goes into the other room.

I take a few steps closer to my mother, then embrace her.

"Mom, I'm sorry after yelling at you the other day. I'm just hurt."

She pulls away, her eyes a little watery.

"No Justin. I understood where you were coming from. I shouldn't of intervened. I shouldn't have went behind your back and pick rehabs for Mia. I should'nt have done interfered in your marraige. It's my fault."

"No Mo-"

I stop at the sight of a tear rolling down her cheek, breaking my heart.

"Mom, don't cry," I whisper.

"I'm sorry Justin. I-I thought it was for the best."

I embrace her once more pulling kissing her cheek.

"Mom, stop. It's okay. It's just gonna take me a while to recover, just like Mia."

It's gonna take me a long time to recover.