Forever and always (sequel to Being Mrs. Bieber)

Chapter 12: I need him

Hey! Just to warn you, there's gonna be a lot of flashbacks in the next couple chaps.

Just sayin'!

Enjoy the chap!

Mia's POV:

* Same scene as last chap *

I walk down the hall, going straight into the cafeteria.

I look around an no one is really here, just a few people. I shrug and get my food, and when I do, I sit at a table by myself.

I see Nurse Jackson staring at me with a smile.

I raise my eyebrows in confusion.

"Mrs. Bieber, someone is here to see you," she says.

My jaw drops as I see who walks in, feeling somewhat happy.

I get up and run to him, hugging him tight.

"Dad!," I whimper into his chest.

"Shh, shh. It's okay Mia. I'm here."

After my breakdown is finished, we both sit down and talk.

"I'm sorry for blowing you off Dad. I was j-"

"It's okay Mia. You don't have to explain anything to me. Justin called me, telling me you were sent here."

I roll my eyes.

"Oh yeah. Him...," I scold.

"So, what? You hate him now?"

"Dad, it's complicated," I tell him.

"Complicated? Just a few days ago, you were telling me he was all you needed to heal you. Now, it's different?," he asks, confused.

"But, Dad," I whine.

"No buts Mia. Justin cares about you. He was crying over the phone when he told me you were here," he reveals.

I scoff, ignoring what he just said.

"Well, I don't see him here. I don't think he cares Dad."

"Mia, trust me sweetheart. Justin cares. He sounds like he regretted putting you here. I offered him to tag along with me, but he said he knows you'd attack him."

"Well, he was right."

"Mia, please. Give him another chance. I know the past few years have been hell for you, but the one person who has manage to put a smile on your face is Justin. I've known him since he was fifteen. You're the first person who I've seen that has been with him and made him act a certain way."

I stare at him, making him know that his words are doing justice.

"Mia, Justin does love you. He felt like this was the only way you would get better. But, it's also one of the worst. I'm not telling you how to run your marriage, but don't hate him. It's okay to feel angry at him, but don't hate the one who loves you and has been there for you through thick and thin."

I nod my head in understandment.

The words I just spoke were not out of hatred, they were our of anger.

I don't hate Justin. My reactions make it seem like it, but I don't.

I will never hate Justin. I'm just angry at him.

Half of me wants him to visit me, the other half wants him to stay the hell away.

But, my love for him is too strong. I need him.

*Flashback* (The flashback is still in Mia's POV and it's when she came back from her tour she didn't finish.)

I open the fridge. I think I'm in the mood for a sandwich.