Her Heart, His tears,Their Love (Under construction)

Wake Up Call

Dramatic.

That's the word that comes to mind when I remember how I reacted yesterday. I mean really I cried?! I never cry! I didn't cry when my ex broke my heart, I didn't cry when my life was ripped away from me and I had to move to this stupid town,all though there was that one time in the bathroom when I shed a tear or two, but still the point is Shyla Amaya Rae Reese doesn't cry over guys EVER! So what the hell makes Daniel Ruez so different..?

I mean this is really buggin me, i had just given my self a pep talk about how it was okay for him to be with other girls and how i didnt care if he was as close as friends with them as he is with me, so why the hell did it hurt so much to see him with someone else? To know that he was so close to someone else, that he held some other girl in his arms, let her lay in his bed, probably in my spot! That he pulled her in and probably kissed the top of her head and stared in her eyes like she was the only girl in the world, and just that one look, that intense gaze made her feel safe, special, at least just for that moment, like it did me, like he made me feel when we were like that.

'Probably because she wasn't just a friend and you thought you were special' an annoying voice in my head said

A single tear decided to escape on its own and I angrily wiped it away.

'Ugh!' I screamed in frustration pulling at my hair, wich I've been doing all morning, I swear if I keep this up I'm going to be bald.

Stupid boy, stupid me,stupid stupid me. I should have seen this coming, why did I let him get so close?, let him in so easily? Maybe its those warm hazel eyes, or the way he makes me think he cares, the way he listens, the way he shamelessly flirts,his gentle touch or sense of humor. I don't know what it is, but I do know that all those things are what makes Daniel exactly what I should have known he was all along, just another player. Sadly I was dumb enough to fall right into his trap, to be just another girl on his 'to f.ck list'.

But i won't be, and if he thinks that, hes got it all wrong, he's got me all wrong, because I may be alot of things but shyla Reese is not easy and I won't be guillable anymore!

I pick up my phone feeling it vibrate from an incoming txt. Opening it up I see that I have a message from Layla telling me they finally made it back home. I txt her back a smiley and tell her to call me later because I need advice on this whole Daniel situation. She agreed of course. Last night was tough, and a little embarrassing , but Layla proven to be the good friend that she is, stuck by my side until I felt better. And after I told her why I was crying she was a little angry at Daniel,at first, and then she scolded me for crying over a guy, because that was our number one rule "No matter what never cry over a guy, if he f.cks up obviously hes not worth your time if he doesnt know what hes got & if he breaks your heart we'll break his spine" okay Aieva made up that last part. I swear that girl, there's just no hope.

After a bit of convincing, and a little begging, layla agreed not to tell the girls about my break down. We both knew it would only end into a disaster anyways, I mean Krissa would have a heart attack, if she found out Daniel was a player, she's already planning our wedding and naming our kids. Hey who am I to crush her hopes and dreams just because mine are gone down the drain. Not that I was planning on marrying the guy or anything I mean geesh I don't like him that much. But Kris being the hopeless romantic she is, believes in love not just for her, but for me too, for all of us, she always says " There's a guy out there and he's just for you, now he may be getting himself ready for ya, that's why you haven't found him yet, and when you get him, it might not be everything you imagined, you might even drift apart,but no matter what in the end you'll always find each other again and that's how you know your meant."