✓monthly boyfriend • minsung

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jisung<3: hyunggg let's eatt

He gulped silently, swiping off the notification.

Even he was happy by having Jisung for another two months, there's another thing still worries him.

Jisung will control his daily eating.

The brunette turned off his phone, laying on the bed. His mind worked on how he would reply to the younger without any suspicions. He did not want to disappoint him, never, but he wanted to avoid this thing to happen.

Should I eat?

It was lunch time, for sure Jisung will order for him again.

His phone buzzed with a few notifications. Minho just read it thoroughly from the popped up notifications.

jisung<3: oh, are you busy? sorry if i disturb you hehe. goodluck with whatever you're doing~

Gosh, he really did feel bad.

Sorry Jisung.

Minho got up from his bed. He wanted to occupy his mind with something else, maybe with his assignments as long as that would make him feel less guilty towards the younger.

(●‿●✿)

It did make him feel less guilty, but what he did not realise was about himself.

Minho had been sitting at his table, studying for almost four hours. It was weekend. Instead of doing some physical exercise he cramped himself with the exercises after finishing his assignment.

Yeosang looked at him worriedly. He knew Minho rarely eat and could not do anything about it but he was overworking himself. "Minho, did you check the time?"

"A little bit more and I'm done." the boy muttered.

"No, Minho. You will pass out again."

Again? Yes, again. This was not the first time. His roommates had talked to him especially Chan but their advices seem useless. Without eating and studying non-stop, Minho sometimes would collapse but he'd never listened.

Minho ignored him.

Yeosang groaned in annoyance. As much as he wanted to let him be, he couldn't. They were roommates for two years and he had seen enough. He did not want to see Minho sick again. As if it's on cue, Chan returned from his basketball practice. He noticed Minho's study lamp was still on from the past hours and sighed.

"Enough, Minho. Don't be too stubborn," The curly haired turned off his lamp. Minho flinched a bit. "Get off that chair and let's have something to eat for dinner after I shower."

"Not hungry."

Chan rolled his eyes before going to take shower.

(●‿●✿)

Minho stared blankly at the food in front of him. It looked inviting but he was holding himself back.

Gross.

Fatboy.

Your body is too ugly for that face.

Do some diet plan, will you?

"Min, eat before it gets cold." Yeosang's soft voice interrupted his mind.

Too skinny.

"You wanna taste some of mine?" the boy offered.

Too fat and I lost weight. Too skinny and I gained weight. But too fat..

what do they want..?

"Minho—"

"Minho hyung!"

This time his mind was really interrupted.

Minho whipped his head to the direction of where the voice came from. There, he saw Jisung walking towards them with a gummy smile with Felix trailing behind him. Jisung was carrying some snacks in his arms probably gonna do some movie watch with his friends later. A small smile appeared on Minho's face when they approached their table.

"Hi hyung, you didn't reply to my message earlier so I thought something happened to you." the blonde said. He didn't forget to greet his two other seniors.

Guilty conquered him again. "Ah, I was finishing my assignments. I'm sorry."

"No it's fine! I had Felix anyway so we had lunch together. Did you eat anything this afternoon?"

Shit.

Minho could feel three pairs of eyes were on him while the other one was busy munching his snacks and watched the television instead.

He did not want to lie again, especially when they are in front of each other.

Jisung could feel some tense in the air. His shoulders slumped a bit. "Hyung.."

"I- I'm eating now, look." the older pointed to his untouched food. "Don't worry about me, Sung. I'm just doing fine."

"Promise me you won't skip meal?"

"Yes promise." Without thinking further Minho linked their pinky together. Jisung beamed before bidding goodbyes to them.

Minho sighed as he slowly digged in the food.

"Now that you've promised with your college sweetheart, will you really eat?" Chan asked in a playful manner.

"I'm kinda glad you promised with your crush. Then you know you won't disappoint him." Yeosang shrugged, only to receive a small "shut up" from the brunette.

Jisung silently watched the movie, not being his usual self. Even when Hyunjin offered him the snacks he refused to eat, instead he passed it to Felix and Juyeon.

"Are you okay?" Juyeon's voice was only audible for both of them. The blonde shook his head. "Is it about Minho?"

He remained silent for a moment, unsure what to say. "I.. got a feeling he's neglecting his meals."

"Oh, you're worried about him now?" Juyeon giggled, earning a small smack on his shoulder. "Even you know Minho just a month ago both of you can be considered as close friends, that's it if you're not dating him."

"Me and Felix are like that too."

"But Minho's a senior. You're quick to attach to him."

"Of course, we're dating?" he stated in a question form.

"And soon develop some feelings."

"Oh my god," Jisung breathed out. "When you and Felix guys will ever stop? We're practically still friends."

"You're confusing, Jisung. Really." Juyeon sighed and rested his head on the pillow. Jisung followed suit, ignoring the movie. "But okay, I'll believe when you say you won't fall for him but I doubt he will not."

The other softly chuckled. He admitted his heart beat faster than usual every time he meets Minho but it will only last for a few seconds and it would go to normal beating. But Minho? Liking him? Quite impossible.

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