✓monthly boyfriend • minsung

🌹twenty three

i got a day off :] my school doesn't have holiday since we started in april, i'm not even lying. we're exhausted and stressed out, but thank you sunday :(

also we reached 3k!!!!! so here's an update. enjoy~

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Jisung plopped on his bed with a heavy sigh. Felix leaving to Australia for two weeks was unexpected. He felt a bit sad but hoped the guy will be okay. These days he had not been himself too much because the whole situation with Changbin. Starting from the day they supposed to hang out as a 'date' but he ended up joining Minho and Jisung because the shortie guy cancelled it.

The clock strikes 12am. Jisung reached for his phone to check any messages from Minho. Too much things happened in one day. He found out the reason why Minho barely eat. Just because of his mother he sacrificed his health and sleep to lose weight.

Sometimes Jisung did not know how he supposed to feel with his current life. He lived separately with his parents. They were not in the country. It just started last year, after Jisung turned 18. His parents were busy business figures and always travel, typical rich parents in stories. He barely spend time with them but at least they give him the chance to choose his own path. Even they hold a business company they knew well Jisung was not interested in inheriting it.

When seeing Minho's family it seems like they were puzzle pieces that fit each other. Jisung wanted to be close with his parents while Minho wanted to be himself, free from his mother's expectations.

The younger wanted to help him but he did not know how. Even Minho asked him to do nothing and just be by his side Jisung didn't think that was enough. He needs something more than that.

He needs love and appreciation.

Again, the thoughts of the fake dating filled his mind. He really appreciate Minho, he does. But when found out Minho might have feelings for him and they break up, does that show appreciation?

Most important is, does he like Minho?

Sure, Minho is everything what he needed but if they date for real Jisung was afraid if he dated him just because of his visual. He was not sure of his own feelings.

Jisung is a complicated human being. Even the answer is just in front of him he doesn't see it. He could just love Minho.

But it's not easy!

So after all the things they had done together he still couldn't figure out his own feelings? Everyone thought it was real.

"Just shut up." he grumbled and the phone dropped on his face. He scoffed.

Without realising he pressed on the call icon with his nose. He only realised it when he heard ringing sounds. Panicked, he ended the call.

Minho went online.

min: you called?

He immediately sat up straight, "Ah shit shit yes I did but no ohmygod." his fingers moved above the keypad but didn't press on anything.

min: you typed too long

"Shut up shut up," he muttered incoherent words afterwards. After hesitating he hit the send button.

jisung: just want to check if you're okay

min: typing....

jisung: bitch did you just send that

min: 😂

A smile formed on his face. He couldn't see Minho right now but at least he knew the older was fine seeing his lame humour was back.