✓monthly boyfriend • minsung

🌹thirty seven

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Jisung returned after half an hour in his new shirt. Minho was almost asleep when he entered and both Chan and Yeosang were nowhere to be seen.

"Where's Chan hyung and Yeosang hyung?"

The older tiredly opened his eyes, squinting at the lights. "Eat.."

The blonde realised Minho had changed his clothes as well. He pulled the older to sit up as he sat on the chair, facing him. "I bought muffins and drinks earlier but since you've had hot chocolate I kept your drink in the fridge."

Minho took the muffin and bit on it without hesitation. Jisung smiled, feeling delighted. "Dad call earlier," Minho spoke up as he munched on the food and stared blankly nowhere. "He said mom cried."

"Because..?"

"This evening she called me, and I told her something like... I want everything to end.." he recalled what happened a few hours before. "And before you came I texted my dad, he said mom was in the guest room doing something. Turns out she was crying there."

"I don't know why," he continued. "And she told everything to dad, he was crying when he called." he looked up to Jisung who was paying full attention. "Why is she like that?"

Honestly, Minho didn't get it. All these years the woman had tortured his mental health and when he mentioned about dying, she immediately regretted it. He wanted to laugh.

"I should have said I want to die earlier before."

"Min..."

"No no, I'm just kidding," he gave him a small smile. "It's just weird. I don't know if she forgives me or not but why did she cry? She had never considered my feelings before. But I feel bad, dad cried when he found out why I randomly texted him earlier." he pursed his lips as he remembered how his dad cried. And that was the first time he heard him crying.

His dad cried because of him.

"Jisungie, do you really think I can do this?" he asked worriedly and Jisung instantly nodded with a smile.

"Everyone who's going through same as you can do this, Min. You have me and Chan hyung, Yeosang hyung, Changbin hyung, your dad. And maybe your mom is slowly accepting you? If not then why did she cry?"

He's right...

"Let's just focus on the future, okay? We still have a long way to go and if you feel like giving up just remember the reason why you are here, doing all of this," Jisung stroke his head and pat it, treating him like a child. Then he scratched under his chin which Minho react immediately like a cat. Both of them bursted into giggles.

Jisung was glad he's doing a little better, at least for now. Even so he was still sad of what just happened. Back in his room earlier when he returned, his friends — who were watching movie in the dark — literally shot him with questions and he couldn't say anything but cry. All of them were clueless but they comforted him together, as to why he took a long time before going to Minho's room again.

His eyes were still puffy and he hoped Minho won't ask him anything.

After the short dinner Minho laid back on his bed, saying he wanted to sleep. It was still early but Jisung let him. When he switched off the lights he could feel a hand pulling him down to the bed before a blanket drapped over his body.