Fight for you

Part 13 :))

Chapter 13

After breaking up with Jay I decided to go and visit Ryan to tell him that everything was okay now, that we could finally be together. After taking a bus for 15 minutes listening to love songs and thinking about all of the things Ryan and I could do now that we were together. We could go out in public, holding hands, I could kiss him without feeling guilty and I could tell him that I cared about him, more than I'd ever cared about anyone. 

I walked up to the front door, took a deep breath and rang the doorbell. I waited for a moment before someone came to the door, there was a middle aged lady who had short brown hair and vibrant blue eyes that stuck out of her sockets.

"Hello, Can I help you?" She said in a foreign accent, It sounded russian.

"Hi, I'm looking for Ryan?" I asked trying to look inside the house.

"He's in his room, Who are you?" She asked.

"I'm Zoe. We are..Friends" 

"I'm the housekeeper, Go up" She ordered. I obdiently put my head up and walked into the room that I knew, from memory, was Ryans room.

I slowly opened the door and peeked inside to find Ryan sitting on his bead watching a movie. 

"Ryan..?" I said walking in.

"Zoe!" Ryan said getting up "What are you doing here? And why do you look like you've been crying? are you okay?"

I walked up to him and rested my head on his shoulder. "I..Broke..Up..With..Jay" I sobbed, I was genuinly upset. After an almost 2 year relationship I had broken up with him within 10 minutes. He was there for me when my brother died, even though he wasn't very comforting he was still there and I felt bad that it all ended so soon, in that way. 

"Shit. Why?" Ryan said sounding clueless and concerned. I gave him a flat look, He seriously doesn't know why? after that long conversation? how can men be so cluless?!

"Because I Like YOU" I said emphasising the word YOU. He looked at me and gave me a small smile before pulling me in to his arms to hug me. I hugged him back without feeling guilty, or like I was going something wrong. He let go of eachother and out eyes met and we kept out gaze locked until he broke away. 

He walked over to the other side of the room and faced the wall. "Is there something wrong Ryan?"

"Jay's gonna kill me" Ryan replied sounding worried. I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder comforting him. 

"Jay won't touch you. I promise" I assured him. He looked into my eyes and I looked down at his lips and I kissed him. He didn't respond for a second but then he kissed back. He held me at the waist pulling me closer and deepening the kiss. Our lips were moving in unison with eachother, as if it was meant to be. 

We parted all too soon and I couldnt stop smiling, he was still holding me at the waist slightly rocking me back and forth. There was complete silence while we looked in to eachothers eyes until he kissed me again but this time is was more passionate and more full of love. His tounge brushed against my bottom lip and I parted my lips letting him in. I couldn't help but smile at the emotions I felt. It was as if the world was spinning because I was intoxicated by his touch.

After kissing for about two minutes I decided to break the silence. "So does this mean you are my boyfriend?" I asked with a grin spread across my face, I knew the answer I wanted to hear but I didn't know how I would react when he said it.

Ryan stiffened and let go of me. "Well.." He trailed off. My smile and heart dropped. That was not the answer I was waiting to hear. 

"Ryan..?" I asked demanding an explanation. 

"We can't be together Zoe." Ryan said flatly. I looked at him stunned, in disbelief. He kissed me! and now he's saying we can't be together?!

"I'm sorry?" I asked, conforming that I heard correctly.

"I can't be your boyfriend" Ryan said.

My eyes widened in shock and tear began to well up in my eyes. I had just broken up with my boyfriend of almost two years so I could be with him and now he saying we can't be with me? My heart sank down to my stomach and tears rolled down my cheeks and fell on to the floor in front of me. I was furious and upset. I felt like I could explode.

"What the fuck?!" I excliamed, I felt like I couldn't control what I was saying, as if I was pouring my heart out to him. " you JUST kissed me! And I broke up with my boyfriend for YOU! So we could be together and now your turning around and saying we can't be together?! Why?" I couldn't even understand what I was saying because I was sobbing so hard and Ryan refused to look me in the eye. He kept his Gaze on the floor.

"I don't like you in that way. That kiss made me realise" Ryan said.

"Then why were you smiling.?"

"I wasn't" Ryan replied blankly. "Just leave and don't talk to me ever again"

My face flushed red with anger and my face was wet with tears but without a second thought I grabbed my bag and ran out of his house, feeling like the biggest idiot in the world..

END OF PART 13!

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