you know when you have a best friend, like your both so close to them you would do anything for them. well i have one of those. joey, joey birlem.
hi i'm sabrina, my best friend was joey birlem. we were so close. we've been friends since we were th...
i woke up and jackson wasn't there ugh i feel gross i got out of bed washed my face. i felt like i had to move on since he cheated but everything inside me told me that i couldn't. let's not think about....him. today will be about me. i looked at my phone and it was 5:30 why tf am i awake. might as well make the most of it. "okay i'm going to make a list of what to do today" i said to myself agenda for today: •eat breakfast 5:60 •workout (feeling snazzy) 6:00 •shower 6:45 •get ready. (makeup hair clothes etc.)7:00 •clean room. properly (clean out/get rid of a lot of stuff including closet)8:45 •do some work 10:00 •clean the rest of the house 11:30 •eat lunch 12:15 •post on tiktok and instagram 12:45 •clean bathroom 1:00 •go on a walk 2:00 •make cookies 2:30 •watch hsmtmts (high school musical: the musical: the series) 3:40 •watch tvd (the vampire dairies) 5:00 •eat dinner (while watching) 6:00 •watch tw (teen wolf) 7:00 •night routine 9:00 •watch youtube 9:20 •go to sleep 12:00am wow. okay let's see if i actually go to sleep at 12. so it was 5:50 now so i made break fast. i made some avocado toast and a smoothie for later. then i did my work out. honestly i just copied a few videos before i gave up. but once i was done i felt refreshed. i showered got dressed into
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. yes i was wearing a skirt. stepping out of some comfort zones i did a light make up and lightly curled my hair then i cleaned my room. im not going to get into detail but while i cleaned my closet i saw my joey box. i hadn't touched it since he died. it had everything i stole. his hoodies and pictures. *skip to lunch* i just had the smoothie and pasta then i posted a tiktok and and i'm ig. *skip to walk* i was going on my walk and honestly i was scared i was going to see payton but i didn't so i was good. when i got back into the house i made some cookies and ate them while i was watching. and for dinner i had chick-fil-a.
*time skip* it's was 11 and i was watching a movie but it was like the movie was my life and the whole payton thing. the movie went like they fell in love and they planned their future together and they were happy until she surprised him to propose to him and she found him cheating on her. i couldn't watch the rest. i went straight to sleep. my day has been so good until this. this movie was a day ruiner
*next morning* "sab. sab. sabrina. wake up." i heard someone say as i woke up. i opened my eyes and saw jackson "huh?" i said "it's 3pm. wake up" he laughed i sat up "how are you feeling" "gross. but better than my pillow" i said placing my hand on it. it was soaked because of all my tears he laughed "okay well get up im taking you out for breakfa- lunc- dinner? i'm taking you out for food" we laugh and he left once again i got up showered dried and straightened my hair got dressed in a white top that was tied at the bottom and some black ripped jeans. and then i put on my checkered vans. i got my phone and purse and we left he took me to in and out and we talked. it helped a lot. he asked me if i was okay with him and faith still dating. i was more than happy for them to keep dating it made them happy. plus i miss faith so much. i miss payton so so so so much. :(
a/n so basically i'm running out of ideas :/ also sorry for the short chapter
