plan b || payton moormeier

part 12

jason goes in a week and i'm not ready. he's really been taking my mind off of everything.
we went to the beach today and took some instagram pictures

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i sighed looking at payton's comment. i miss you too bubs.
"his comment?" jason question my sigh
"mhm. i miss him. but i mean i'm doing great without him. but joey. he wanted us to get married and i don't wanna disappoint him"
he didn't say anything and just hugged me. we stayed like that for a bit before turning on a movie and eventually falling asleep

*a few days later*
jason leaves tomorrow. i'm going to miss him so much.
"why did you bring joe?" i asked jason
jason and joe are twins. the waud twins
"he's too busy with his girlfriend" he said making a face
"joe got a girlfriend!" i practically shouted
"he didn't tell you?"
"no!" i said
"so your next" i said giving him a look
"hell naw" i said scrolling through instagram
"please" i said
"sure" he said sarcastically
"ugh" i said getting up as jackson took my space.
the rest of the day i spent doing school. i did some of tomorrow's as well so i didn't have to do as much.

*the next day*

jason's just left and i feel like i wanna cry. i mean i did cry and i just stopped but i feel like i need to cry more. i didn't cry that much. it's just i don't see jason very often and he came right at the perfect time and he took my mind off of everything but now he's gone and i'm back to reality.
i wish everything could just go back to normal:
joey was still alive
he was still by best friend
i never had feelings for payton
all of that

1 year and 7 months ago
"joey istg please stop. i can't breathe" i said as he squeezed me
i just came back from seeing family in florida for a month.
"you were gone for a month. let me have my moment" he said putting my down.
i smiled and hugged him again. he snuggled his head in my neck
"i missed you" i said
"i missed you too" he mumbled into my neck.
we let go and i went home.
my mom. was already there since she got a taxi and joey dropped me off we got some in and out. we gave my mum the food and went to my room
just like how i left it.
i jumped on my bed and joey joined. after a little bit of talking i unpacked a little and it slowly got boring. not long after we went to joeys house
"guess whose back" joey said pointing at me
"hey sabrina. how are you did you have a good time?" joanne said
"hey. i'm good and yes it was good just not as good as here" i laughed
i walked up to the sofa payton was sitting on
i ruffled his hair and put my arms around his neck from behind
"hey! it takes my a long time to do this hair" he said
i laughed and went to faiths room
i knocked on the door
"come in" she said
"guess whose back" i said walking in
"omg sabrina!" she said practically jumping on me

"i missed you so much" she said
"same here" i said pulling away
"so how was it. any cute boys?" she asked
"first of all it was good second of all they are my cousins so no?"
"i mean around. not at home duh"  she said
"right. well i mean no. i don't really know. i never really thought about "boyfriends" because i know i'll end up marrying joey so i don't need one" i said shrugging
"honestly i think you guys should stop all of this and just date already" she said
"maybe" i said
"wait really!"
"i mean ig" i said
i called joey
"yeah?" he said standing next to me
"i wanna show faith something" i said
"okay?"
i turned to him and kissed him. he kissed back
it wasn't the first time. we always acted like a couple but we never were
i pulled away to see faith smiling so hard and she looked like a tomato.
"is she okay" he asked pointing to faith
"no" i said smiling
"okay well you guys talk and i'll be back" he said
he kissed my cheek and left
"see!" she said
"you guys act like a couple. just get together"
"you ship us more than you ship yourself with jackson don't you?" i laughed
"no."
"mhm"
"shh" she said walking into her bathroom
i laughed and went on my phone
i went home and went to sleep. i missed my bed. i missed everything. i missed home

now
i miss everything. i miss joey. i miss then
i remember that day so clearly.
now i can't tell if i'm crying because of jason leaving or all these memories of joey