you know when you have a best friend, like your both so close to them you would do anything for them. well i have one of those. joey, joey birlem.
hi i'm sabrina, my best friend was joey birlem. we were so close. we've been friends since we were th...
today payton was taking me out. i woke up pretty late since i didn't get much sleep last night. i checked my phone to see what time it was and it was 1:57. along with that i saw a bunch of miss calls from payton. i started to worry and called him back straightaway. he picked up "hey" i said "is everything ok" "yeh. why didn't you answer" he said "i was sleeping. i only woke up now. i got no sleep whatsoever last night" i said "are you still able to come?" he asked "yeh i haven't broken my leg or anything" i said he laughed. we talked for a bit and said our goodbyes. it was now 2:14 and i decided to go back to sleep
i went in the shower since i was super sweaty. it was 4:00 when i went in and 4:45 when i came out. i dried my hair and straightened it. now it was time for the hardest part. picking out an outfit. i didn't even know where we were going so i rang payton. "yes?" he said in a funny deep voice i laughed "what do i wear" i asked "uhhhh. idk. let me ask faith" it was silent for a few seconds "sorry i had to put it on mute so you didn't hear what we were talking about. anyways she said she will send you some inspo what ever that means" i laughed again "inspiration and ok bye see you soon" i said ending the call. who doesn't know what inspo means she sent me a few options. i thanked her and looked in my closet. i ended up wearing a white tube top with black jeans and a blue denim jacket. i looked at myself in my mirror. cute i did a tiny bit of makeup and left my hair wavy. once i had finished it was 5:47. i watched tv for a bit whilst letting my phone charge. then i got a small handbag and put everything i needed in it: lip gloss lip balm perfume phone (id put it in there if i wasn't using it) a mirror chewing gum and a few extra random stuff. i went back downstairs and watched tv until payton came. he messaged me telling me he was going to be a little late and if i was hungry don't eat much because he's taking me somewhere and then to a restaurant. i replied with ok and and got an apple. i ended up eating an apple and a bit before i stopped and watched more tv waiting for payton to come. it felt like it had been 3 hours but it had only literally been 10 minutes. it was 6:14 and he messaged me he was on his way. i turned the tv off got my bag and phone and put my shoes on just as i heard a car pull up outside and honk. that's my ride i grabbed everything and walked out the door. "hey" payton said getting out of the car and opening my door for me "wow. total gentlemen" i said smiling "only for you" he said smiling before closing the door i laughed "so wh-" "no. before you ask where are you going. it's a surprise!!" he said cutting me off i laughed "right.. should've known" i laughed. "actually part of it is a surprise. i'm taking you to a hill and we can watch the sun set and then i'm taking you to a restaurant and then one last thing which is a surprise" he said smiling like an idiot. he parked. we had a little bit of walking before we got to the top. as the sun set we took some picture to post later. we walked back to the car and payton drove us to the restaurant. it wasn't anything too fancy. we ordered and ate. after a good meal and chat we left.
soon we stopped and he put a blindfold on me. then he started driving again. i probably look so dumb right now i thought. soon we came to a stop. again. and payton helped me out. "ok. you can take it off now" payton said "payton.." i looked at him "do you like it" he said "wtf. obviously. i love it." i said wiping a tear "omg are you crying" he said hugging me infront of me was a dive thru cinema but there wasn't a movie. it was a bunch of memories of joey and i. he wiped the tear "really.." i said looking at him "what" he said "you didn't have to do this" "i did. i fucked up." i watched the slide show. "i miss him" i said "me too" he said kissing my head @sabrinafelttt
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liked by jacksonfelt and 98,448 others caption: i didn't really feel like crying today but here we go.. over a year ago my best friend, future husband, future father of my children passed away. it was rough. for not only me. but everyone. i just want to thank him for always being there for me and holding me when i needed him. his not so funny jokes that i'd laugh at. people shipping us. who in the right mind would wanna kill him. i don't know how i've lasted over a year without him. i know he's watching over me. i hope your proud of my bub. i miss and love you💕💕x
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jjoeyandssab: 🥺🥺 he's so proud of you. he's watching over you rn 💕 liked by creator
