plan b || payton moormeier

part 2

•sabrinas POV•
i got up and i didn't feel to good but i remember mom saying we were going to their house today. i got out of bed and went into my bathroom.
damn i look like i had a rough night. i thought. i washed my face, picked out some clothes, got into the shower, got out and brushed my teeth, did my skin care and brushed my hair. i wore a light blue hoodie with some black leggings. simple. i decided to braid my hair. i couldn't be bothered to do anything else. i looked in the mirror and looked at my red puffy eyes.
mmm this doesn't seem like it's going away anytime soon. i'll put some make up on.
i thought. i put on some concealer, especially around my eyes, mascara and high light. i also put some chapstick on. i looked above my mirror and saw the pictures of my and joey.
i'll miss you, goof
i felt a tear rubbing down my cheek. i quickly wiped it and checked if my makeup was smudged. i walked downstairs and smiled at my mom.
"i was thinking we'll eat breakfast and then about 5-10 minutes later we'll head off?"mom said
"sure" i replied putting four pieces of bread in the toaster.
i got avocado and a bowl. i mashed it all up and added salt. i got two plates and put two slices of toast on each. i spreaded the avocado on the toast and added chopped tomatoes. i heard jackson come down.
"just in time. i made breakfast!" i said passing him the plate.
"thanks" he said taking a bite
"so when are we going"
"in 20 minutes" mom said
"mk" jackson said taking another bite
i ate breakfast and caught up a bit on aocial media.
boring
boring
boring
*sigh* i miss my best friend
boring
boring
i said in my mind, passing through a fanpage post about joey.

"okay okay! let's gooo!" mom called
i ran downstairs and called shotgun.
"fine but only because of what happened" jackson said
my smile kinda faded when he said that. but i didn't show it.

"hey. sabrina told me what happened. i'm so very for your loss" mom said handing the flowers to joanne.
payton came behind her. i waved and he smiled back.
"oh yeah. thank you" joanne said.
"why don't you come in?" paytons suggeted
we all walked inside.
i said hi to payton and hugged joanne.
"hey um i gotta show you something" payton whispered
i nodded and followed him to his room.
"yesterday i found this. it's joeys diary. there's a page for everyone. here read it"

13/01/20
hey guys. your probably reading this because payton gave it to you. so i just thought since i can't physically always be there with you. i've wrote a page for everyone i really care about. i love you all. so much.

mom and dad
i wouldn't be here without you. literally. you've been there for me when i needed you most. you've seen and been through all of my firsts, my first girlfriend, first break up, first heart break so much. you do so much for me and sometimes i know i took you for granted. and i apologise for that. sometimes i get mad and take it all out on you guys. again. i apologise for that. even though sometimes i act like a horrible son deep inside there's regret. and every second that regret gets bigger and bigger. you've been there for every up and down and for that i love you.

faith
i remember when we were younger and we would always fight about who would help mom bring the groceries in and she'd always find away to sort it out. all the good memories with you. your like my body guard. you always look after me. when mom went away you were like my second mom. as we got older we kinda didn't talk anymore but i really really wish we did. it makes me sad that i hardly saw you.

sophia
literally amazing. we have such a good relationship. like a love hate relationship. we act like we hate each other but we would do anything for each other. i love our shopping trips when you would always leave me. i love all our tiktoks and instagram pictures with funny meanings behind them. even though i'm not with you i will always (still) protect you from all them boys who hurt you just know that.

payton
my brother. if i didn't have you and dylan i'd be depressed. like imagine living with two sisters and no brothers. yikes. i'm kidding. we have always got along. i remember when you got you thought your girlfriend was cheating on you so i made a fake account and texted her and she was loyal. a few days later we told you what was actually going on, we pranked you. the "jake" dude was me. but we never met up other wise it would look sketchy if we both went out at the same time. and then you and sabrina got me back by saying you kissed. i was mad!

"ahaha i remember that.. he was pissed.." i said as a tear came running down

but i still forgave you. because we're brothers. we had to forgive each other eventually.

dylan
my dude. i could always count on you for anything. you were my older brother. and we had such a great relationship. i remember when people used to think we were twins. some people would get us mixed up. and other were boring. i want you to know i will watch over you. i'll be your older brother.

sabrina
i don't know how much your going through without me there and not to be cocky or anything but i know your hurt and i know you thinks it's never going to stop but trust me you'll move on. i'm not even going to share my favourite memory of us because it's to embarrassing but i love our midnight drives to chick-fil-a and our last minute target stops. just know that i will always be there. if i know something bad is going to happen i'll send a sign. just know i didn't do this to hurt you. i love you. so so so much.
"where did you find this?" i asked wiping my tears.
"in his room. mom wanted me to go through a few stuff"
"wait there's something on the next page which is what i mainly wanted to show you"
i turned to the next page.
message to payton and sabrina
as you probably know me and sabrina are best friends and we planned to get married how ever that can't happen. so i've come up with a solution. you two will marry each other. please. for me.
i just stared in shock
"sorry." he said
"n-no i'll do it. just i don't know you like i knew joey.."
"y-yeah. i thought about that. which led to me thinking about we'll meet up tomorrow and we'll get to know each other..?"
"mhm" i nodded smiling.

the next day
i texted payton where we were going and he said no where special. great. i have no clue what to wear. what even is no where special.
i just wore a white tube top with black jeans and a baby blue cardigan on top. i got on my white airforce ones and got a text from payton.
payton💙
hey i'll pick you up in about 5 minutes

sabrina🤍
yeah that's fine
i went on my phone until he came to pick me up.

"thanks payton." i said as he parked outside my house.
"no problem" he said smiling.
"i'll see you tomorrow" he shouted as i walked up me drive
"see you!" i shouted back.