Love In Chaos

Chapter 3

"Beautiful isn't it?" I felt his familliar presence so I wasn't shock anymore.

"They are always beautiful." I answered as I look at him in the eye.

"Why are you still awake?" He ask.

"Why are you talking to me?" I ask too. And he just smirk.

"Do we know each other?" I ask again.

"What do you think, do we?" He ask back with a playful smirk plastered on his face.
I look straight into his eyes and I saw something unusual.

"You should go to your room. I think you're drunk." I said and was about to walk away when he held my wrist. I frown at him and he let my wrist go.

"Do you love him?" He ask.

I just frown at him again.

"Better sleep mister." I said and walk away. I din't look back at him for a reason that I can still feel his gaze on me and it's a bit awkward for me. And his eyes, a saw a strange feeling in his eyes.

Was it pain?

Longing?

Anger?

I can't name it because after a second his eyes turn blank.

Binaliwala ko na lamaang ang gabing iyin at iniisip na dahil sa kalasingan niya yun.

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After two weeks our vacation has ended and  now we are now packing our things to ready it for our flight tomorrow.

"I had fun." Kaita said like she was contented by our vacation.

"Me too. It was a bit tiring but it was really fun." Selene added too.

"Yeah especially the time when you all thought that the alligator was a statue." I said and laugh while they glare at me.

"What? It was funny!" I said and laugh again.

"It was dangerous Cass!" Kaita exclaimed.

"My heart almost jump out of my body!" Selene added.

"The alligator was a good reptile, hindi daw yung kumakain ng tao." Pagdadahilan ko.

"Kahit na, what if masarapan siya sa akin?" Selene said.

"Yuck kadiree!" Kai shouted.

"Pati ba naman buwaya pinagnanasaan mo?" I said to tease her.

"That was a joke!" Sigaw niya.

"I can't believe you Selene." Kai tease her too.

"Kailan ka ba huling nadiligan?" I ask laughing kaya hinabol niya ako hanggang sa makarating kami sa kwarto ng mga kaibigan naming lalaki.

"Si Selene pinagnanasaan yung buwaya!" I said while running around the suit.

"Stop it Cassandra. It's not funny." She said while throwing all the throw pillows at me.

"Okay, I'll stop." I stop talking but I continue laughing and that irratates her more.

"You like alligators Selene?" Zad ask her kaya ito ang nabato ng unan na para sana sa akin.

"Aray nagtatanong lang eh." Depensa ni Zad at lumapit kay Selene at niyakap ito.

Yan ang yuck.

Napangisi na lang ako at umuling.

"The food is ready." Makren said so we all run to the kitchen at may kanya kanyang upo sa upuan na nakapalibot sa mesa.

"If only you are not my friend I will love you, Mak." Kaita said and wink at Mak.
We laughed habang si mak ay tiningnan lang siya na may pangdidiri.

"Just eat Kai. Eat." Mak said. Well Mak is really a good cook, chef ba naman eh.

"Uuwi na tayo bukas nakapagpaghanda na ba kayo?" Luca asked and we all said yes.

"Any last plan for tonight?" Selene ask.

"We'll go clubbing. Free drinks daw ngayong gabi eh. At it's the biggest party of the year!" Luca answered.

"Clubbing? Sama kami!" Kaita plead after hearing the word 'club'

"Kayo lang di ako sasama. I want to stay chill tonight." I said.

"Basta well go ha?" Selene assured them.

"Sure." The boys answered.

After they eat they all change and went outside. Ni hindi man pang naghugas ang mga gago. I just washed the dishes and also went outside. I just wear my hoodie and went out to see the sea.

Sa mga nagdaang gabi lagi akong nananaginip ng mga wierd na panaginip and it just bother me.

In my dreams I always saw myself with someone. We're sweet and always having fun but his face is always blurry. We went to some places and do stuff that a normal person shouldn't do.

"Damn what is that dream for?" I ask to myself.

"What dream?" I gasp when I hear a voice near me.

"I din't notice you coming." I said and look at him intently.

"You din't? That's new." Bulong niya na di ko masyadong naintindihan.

"What did you say?" I ask him.

"Nothing. Don't mind me." Sabi niya at umiling ng kunti.

"So why are you here? Again."

"Are you following me?"

"Me following you?" He asked like it was the most unbelievable shit in the world. "Don't be too assuming, miss." He said and smirk.

"I'm not assuming. I'm asking." Sabi ko at inirapan siya.

"So what are you doing here?" He ask again. Piste talaga bang di niya ako tatantanan.

"Where are your friends?" Again he ask.

"Clubbing." Maliit kong sagot kasi ayaw ko talaaga magsalita.

"Why din't you go with them?"

"Clubs are noise." Sagot ko at tiningala ang mga tala at pumikit. I was like that for a few minutes and Khalib din't talk but I can feel his gaze on me.

"Like the view?" I ask him while my eyes are still close.

"Of course. Who wouldn't like a beautiful view?" Sagot niya kaya napalingin ako sa kanya. Then his blue green eyes meet my brown eyes. Those eyes is very familliar.

"Are wearing a contact lens?" I ask him. His eyes was so beautiful to be true.

"What you seeing right now is true. My baby even loves it." He said and wink and it makes me gasp. Tinitigan ko siya ng ilang segundo at inilingan at unti unting tumayo.

Mga lalaki nga naman may nobya na't lahat malandi pa rin.

"I just hope..." I heard him said.

"I'll get going. You should go to your baby too. Don't be a flirt. I'm sure your baby will get hurt."

"She sure will punch me if I flirt." He said while looking at me. He look at me the he did few days ago.

Tumalikod agad ako sa kanya at di na lamang siya pinansin.

He is very wierd.

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Morning came and I feel like floating. Mas puyat pa ata ako sa kanila. I can't sleep because of that fucking man's eye. Damn it really did bother me. Unti unti na akong nakakatulog nang marinig ko ang iritadong boses ni Selene.

"I keep on saying hintay nga diba but you never even pay attention."

"Eh kanina ka pa eh." Medyo mahina ng sabi ni Zad.

"Mamaya na nga kayo magaway kailangan na nating umuwi." Sabi ni Luca at naunang lumabas sumunod naman kami at sila Zad na nagbabangayan pa rin.

After a few hours  we're inside the yatch and I immediately fell asleep because I'm really tired.

Piste talagang lalaking yun.

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