It's You and Me. Always. (JJxREADER)

Chapter 6: JJ's House.

Get ready for some ✨spice✨ If you're uncomfy with it, I'll warn you before hand so you can skip it. Hope you enjoy, my lovelies!

Y/N's POV:

After discovering the compass, John B needed some time alone so we all decided to go home. Well Kie, Pope and JJ went home, I just tagged along to one of their houses like a lost puppy. JJ insisted that I came home with him, and after a lot of persistence on his part, I finally agreed.

We pulled up to JJ's house on his dirt bike, praying that JJ's dad wasn't home and luckily, he wasn't. We made our way throw the door, walking through a sea of empty beer cans and takeaway containers. Embarrassed, JJ rushes me into his room, which was surprisingly clean. He closes the door behind me and makes his way over to his bed, collapsing on it and letting out a heavy sigh. I mimicked his actions, laying next to him and staring at the ceiling. My mind went over the events that have occurred these last few days. I'm genuinely surprised I'm not in jail, or worse, dead. (expelled! Any Harry Potter fans out there?)

I could sense that JJ as staring at me so I turned to look at him, looking directly into his wondrous blue eyes. I slowly sat up, averting my eyes away from JJ as I began the conversation we both seemed to be dreading.

"So... about what happened today." Why the fuck are you so awkward Y/N?! I thought to myself. I mentally facepalm, waiting for JJ to say he did what he did in the heat of the moment and doesn't mean it. Surprisingly, that didn't happen.

"I meant what I said Y/N." JJ started, sitting up as well. "I've liked you since the moment I first met you. Everything about you intrigued me, your looks, your attitude, your accent. It was all so different to the other girls and I loved that." He gently grabs my chin, turning me to face him before he continued, his hand moving to caress my cheek.

"As the years went by, my feelings only increased but I knew you didn't feel the same. That's why I flirted with random girls. I had to do something to keep me occupied, because I was driving myself crazy thinking about you. And then obviously that whole Zac incident happened at the kegger and my emotions got the best of me. I really am sorry for what I said, I truly didn't mean it. And if you don't feel the same way, that's fi-"

Before he could finish what he was saying, I crashed my lips onto his in an emotion packed kiss. This kiss was full of love and passion, everything that we felt for each other over the years being poured into this one moment. Before either one of us could deepen the kiss, I pulled away slowly, leaning my forehead on JJ's. We both had our eyes closed, trying to catch our breath.

"I feel the same way JJ, I always have and I always will." I open my eyes to see JJ looking at me, tears threatening to spill from both of our eyes. To anyone else, this might not seem like a big enough situation to start crying over, but to me and JJ, it was. After you've been through all the shit the two of us have, finding someone who was willing to stick around and support you throughout all of it was next to impossible. All those casual hookups and one-night stands  we both had were just a way to forget about our emotions, it was a way to turn off all the pain and suffering we've been through, a way to forget the fact that we had no real stability in our lives.

Obviously, it never helped because the morning after always left me feeling ten times worse. That's why JJ was the best thing that could've ever happened to me. He is a constant reassurance that no matter what, I will always have somebody to catch me when I fall, to be my shoulder to cry on, to be my rock. He is the only stable thing in my life, and I in his.

⚠️WARNING! SMUT AHEAD! PROCEED WITH CAUTION! THIS SOME KINKY SHIT, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!⚠️

JJ pulls me in for another passionate kiss, one that was sure to leave us breathless. This time, I didn't hesitate to deepen it, allowing JJ's tongue take control of my own. He slowly pushed me onto my back, placing himself comfortably in between my legs. Instinctively, I wrap my legs around JJ's waist, bringing him impossibly closer. My hands found their usual spot in his hair, tugging on it, savouring every groan that escapes from his lips.