All alone without his lady(COMPLETE)

Not going anywhere

MARINETTES POV
We forgot about our next class and just left. We ran out the school giggling as he was pulling my hand and we ran until we found ourselves at the train station and out of impulse and adrenaline I jumped onto one of the trains pulling Adrien in we were about an inch apart when we both smiled and started towards each other coming closer as the bus started moving and we fell backwards as he landed on me, we both laughed pretending we where the only ones on the full bus

When we got to our stop we were in London we jumped off the bus and wandered around passing jokes until we found the beach.  Adrien scooped me up and spun me around and was running towards the water
"ADRIEN"
"Hold on"
Adrien ran in the lake with me in his arms and I was soaked he looked down at me with his emerald eyes and pulled my waist again him bending my back and gazed into my eyes.  I couldn't stop thinking about being with catnior and how it felt so similar and how I felt so alive with him.  I snapped back and realized what I have done.  Why was I thinking of catnior when I was in Adriens arms.  This was bad.  Adrien pulled me closer lifting me up and pressing me against his chest and leaned in,  his lips brushed mine before I turned my face.  I can't be with someone when I'm thinking of another.  I don't know why I felt this way when I've liked Adrien for so long but now chat?  The person I've rejected(as ladybug)  about 100 times,  the guy who can't make a good pun for
his life that's who I was thinking of?
"What's wrong Marinette"
"I can't do this"
"Do what"
"Get close to you"
"Why I won't bite"
"There's someone else in my life who I- I- haven't co-completely gotten over I'm sorry"
Adrien looked sad as he released me from his embrace. 

"Is it luka?"
He said in a soft voice
"No it's -well"
"You don't have to tell me"
"No I owe you that it's- chat nior"
His eyes widened as he looked at me with excitement I didn't know why.

ADRIENS POV
Mari likes chat nior?!!! I mean it is me but I thought he just annoyed her.  I have to pretend to be sad, maybe chat will date Mari.
"Oh" I looked down"
"I'm sorry"
"Are you going to him"
"I don't think he sees me that way and I didn't think I did either"
"What changed your mind"
"You, you are similar to him and i guess my mind kinda wandered to him I-I'm so sorry I didn't even know that those feelings were there"
"That's ok you can't control how you feel but your a special girl Mari I don't wanna lose you"
She grabbed my hands and looked straight at me
" I'm not going anywhere model boy"