Twisted: Twilight Fan Fiction

Chapter 16

Naomi's Pov

I felt my lips part under his, and I smiled, not imagining that I was kissing him, but Jacob, like I always had with everyone else. It was normal for me.

I knew what everyone was saying- or thiking- I should say.

Slut. Whore. Attention seeker.

I have already told my story, but it seems that with every day that passes,  I just want to ruin another relationship, destroy another person's life, their love.

Because Jacob had destroyed my hopes, my dreams of love.

I kissed Jasper harder, wrapping my legs around his waist, and he sighed and he kicked the door open to his room.

Edward had only left maybe ten minutes before I found Jasper and seduced him. He was more difficult to seduce, but it was definitely worth it.

He knew how to turn me on... the way he touched me and kissed me had me panting and had my heart pounding loudly.

I saw someone in the hallway and they growled under their breath and darted off, probably to go tattle to the doctor.

No level of authority was going to stop me. I mean, I've already gotten rid of poor little Alice and Seth.

I refuse to see Seth as anything but another person to try to control my life.

I was the only person who could help bring back the vampires who had been killed by the Cullens, and then led them to Maria.

They'd never see this coming, especially with little psychic out of the picure. I had no doubt that Raoul had finished her off by now.

Hmm... what was I going to do about Bella? And Rosalie? I had no idea how to get rid of them.

Unless I could attract Rose as well... a difficult task, but not impossible... but Bella is a mental shield.  How would I stop her? She was probably a good fighter, as well. And she could expand her shield, no doubt.

But she also didn't know the levels of my powers. She probaby assumed I just could convince males, not that I was mind tricking them.

This was a complicated situation...

I focused back on the man kissing me.

By this time, he has me pinned on the bed and was sighing as he unbuttoned my plain white button up, and I giggled as he kissed my neck. He bit my neck gently and I sighed loudly. Damn, he knew what he was doing.

His hands gave up on unbuttonimg and he ripped my shirt to shreds. Mmm... he was giving me what Edward hadn't....

And he was gorgeous, no doubt, but he wasn't Jacob. Everytime I looked at him or any other man, I imagined Jacob.

His full lips, dark hair, dark eyes, dark skin, muscular build, perfect skin... he was what I wanted.

And now Jacob probably hates me.

And that gives me all the more reason to ruin any other relationships. Without Jacob being mine, I could not be sane. I would be this monster, destroying everything in my path. Destroying love, life, hopes, dreams, faith. It was just how I was going to handle things.

I wouldn't commit suicide. I will just hurt everyone who is happy with their lives.

These are the sacrifices I would make for him. My sanity, my life l, my everything.

He was all that mattered, and he didn't care about me, so what was the difference?

This is what I would do for him. And I would do this until he realized what he means to me.

I loved him, and ruining everything else could change things, perhaps.

Or maybe I was just that crazy... thinking this was the solution...

I laughed darkly, pulling Jasper as close as I could manage.

~Twilighter1918