Bandaid's Don't Fix Bullet Hole's

Chapter 15

Jacob
I still don't know why Alaska would just forgive me like that. I thought it would take more than that to gain her trust. I guess she has changed. I liked this change for the better. And I was such a brat to her I mean I left my own daughter! Who does that? Only you Jacob only you. But Renesmee oh my little Nessie. I thought it would be better if she thought that I hated her. We could all live in peace. Looking at her today proved that wrong. She was a true Alpha in all colors.
"Jacob meet Jace, Rose and Emmett's vampire son." Alaska said as I nodded.
"Ah so your the Blondie's son nice to meet you." I said as he snorted and laughed.
'Yuck I knew I smelled something nasty I didn't know it was the famous stinky Jacob Black." Rose said as I laughed.
"Nice to see you too Blondie." I said as Alaska shot me a glance and I stopped.
"Anyway Trick wants to kill you and your pack so yea that's a sight for sore eyes." She said.
"Oh yea I love being trying to get killed." I said snappily.
"Jacob you really don't get a say in any of this we are protecting your butt so shut up." Alaska added snappy back and I shut up.
"Ok moving on, We need to protect their pack no matter what they did to us. We need to act like normal people that Trick never let us act like. Like for instance, maybe go to high school?" I asked as Ray shook his head yes
"I think that's a great idea, i've always wanted to go to school. I went when I was younger but kind of lost it one day so yea." Ray said
"School is harder than you think Alaska I can't be your father there." I said
"It's ok i've survived about 18 years without you. I think i'll be fine." She said as I felt hurt that she would say something like that.
"I think that's a good idea Alaska, you start tomorrow," Carlisle added
Great school again. I remember the first time, I think I we went twice with Renesmee before I asked her to marry me, and we had Alaska. After we got married we moved to Alaska because she wanted to get away from her mother and father. I should have stopped there, but she wanted to just run away. I couldn't say no to my imprint as the other people couldn't either.
"Alright pack lets get some sleep ok?" Alaska said as we all nodded and she moved off to her room. She must have met the Cullen's before and must stay here a lot. Ray followed her. I sighed as Leah stared at me.
"What?" I asked her
"You look horrible dude get some sleep." She said
"No i'm fine." I said
"No i'm not letting my Alpha look like that go to bed before I knock you out and let you sleep on the cold hard ground." She said as I sighed
"Yes mother." I smirked as she growled and I walked outside.
I saw Seth with his imprint named Carrie.
"Seth did you hear the news you have to go to school." I smirked as he groaned
"At least Jacob gets another chance to fail school again." Leah added walking down the stairs
"Ha your going to that stinks." Seth added as I faked a smile.
Embry and Paul joined us with my sister Rachel. Sam and Emily joined last, Sam was growing older trying to keep up with Emily and doing really well with it. Sam was quitting the pack to be with her. So I was the Alpha of this pack.
"Come on lets get some sleep." I said as Carlisle walked outside with Esme.
"You guys are not going to sleep outside are you?" Esme asked as we all nodded.
"Oh no this will not not work dears." She said as she called us to a little pathway to a huge house.
"Here you guys can stay here we made it for Alaska's pack for an extra house you guys can stay in it for however long you guys want." She said as we all thanked her and walked inside.
"Woah." Seth said as he hugged Carrie and she hugged him back.
"That's the Cullen's for you." I said as I looked around. It was very big and had huge king sized beds for everyone. It looked like a rich person's cabin. I took a deep breath in and then it hit me like a brick. It smelled like her. Embry glanced at me and walked over.
"Dude it's ok I know it's really hard, your doing great bud. Just don't leave ok?" He whispered to me.
"I know dude she needs me." I said
"I'm sorry we made you come back dude." He said
"S'okay." I shrugged and walked around and thats when it hit me again like a brick. It was her bed down here. At least her old bed. Her pillows on it and everything. I sat down just as Ray and I think his name is Dalton walked in here.
Ray looked at me and walked up to me.
"Hi i'm Ray Smith or I guess Uley now. Anyway i'm Alaska's boyfriend." He said as I shook his hand and he sat down next to me. I stared off blankly into a different world thinking about Alaska, and Nessie.
"You miss her?" He asked
"You have no idea. I wanted to kill Alaska, I wanted to kill me." I whispered
"Actually weirdly I do understand." He said and I glanced at him.
"Young man you wanted to kill my daughter? I'm not so sure you should stay with her." I asked as he laughed.
"No I imprinted on her. At first I didn't know what it was so I kept it to myself. Then it got worse and finally Cyrus made me leave her. It was horrible I wanted to just die there and then. I still had one of her shirts that she use to wear." He chuckled
"I know thats weird." He said
"No dude I'm sitting in my dead wife's bed right now so that right there isn't weird at all." He laughed and I laughed along with him. It was great.