Niam One-Shots

And every day that you want to change

This is another one of my fav one shots so enjoy!

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(self harm warning!)

Summary:: "That you want to change, I'll help you see it through, cause I just really want to be with you."

Liam is happy, most of the time, he is happy and carefree, he is thankful for the life he has and the boys on his side and the dreams he is reaching out for, yes he is thankful and he has the feeling that he couldn't be happier.

But there are days he is nothing near that feeling. And with the stadium tour going so well and the thousands of fans smiling and shouting their names you should think the happy days should be more.
But they are so rare tight now.

Or the one where Liam feels worthless and only Niall can make it better.

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Liam is happy, most of the time he is happy and carefree, not as carefree as Niall, but still, he is happy. He jokes with Louis and sings at the top of his lungs with Harry and dances with Zayn, cause it's kinda their thing and he is happy and god, he is thankful for the life he has and the boys on his side and the dreams he is reaching out for, yes he is thankful and he has the feeling that he couldn't be happier.

But there are days he is nothing near that feeling. And with the stadium tour going so well and the thousands of fans smiling and shouting their names you should think the happy days should be more.

But they are so rare tight now.

Liam will never get used to this. He will not get used to the thousands of people screaming their names, the sold out stadiums, the nights in the studio, the arms of his boys over his shoulders. After almost 4 years he still has to tell Louis to hit him when he gets overwhelmed with the way their lives turned out to be. He doesn't think he will ever be able to handle this.

But there's another thing he will never get used to and it started a really long time ago. Before he even knew the boys.

He has always thought it would go away when he gets older. The bullies, the hate, all of it. But especially the feeling of insecurity that fills him up ever so often. The feeling that he is not enough, that he is not worth it, nothing of this.

He knows this feeling. The first time he had it was in pre school. It got a lot worse in high school though, when no one showed up at this 16th birthday party.