im a mess
Oh, I'm a mess right now
Inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end
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The only question I would ask from the universe is ‘what have I done to deserve this?’
I know it is the most cliché question of all time but in this past year, it all happened to me.
One. my dad fucking his secretary, got my their marriage ruined and got divorced after. I hate my dad for that.
Two. My grandfather died in the most horrible thing possible. He died in the fire leaving my sweet grandmother alone and traumatized. He will always be remembered. My grandma lives at my father’s house now by the way and she has been a bit great thanks to my sister Abigail who always brightens her day.
Third. My girlfriend Ellie. Ex-girlfriend now. Cheats on me with a friend I never knew would do that to me.
Fourth. I might lose my job at the company. Nah, I think not. My parents own that shit. But I think I might lose it if I don’t come to work very soon. But I don’t care now.
I don’t want to drag myself out of the house. I just order food to be delivered here, mostly pizza. My booze is almost out. Everyone calling me on the phone but I ignored them. Even my mom.
Yep. I can say that I am in a very deep shit right now. I’m in a mess and I really can’t pull myself up.
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RomanceCheating father, broken family, family member dies, cheated by girlfriend. what more can life give to Thomas Parker? Find out through the story.
