The Way We Feel

Chapter 16

I loop my arms around Adrien's neck, as he massages my back with soap. My eyes close and I let his touch tingle my spine.

One moment I was in his playroom enjoying the pain he inflected on me, the other moment I'm under the shower with him, while he gently caresses my entire body.

Adrien notices as my thoughts drift off and laughs.

"What?"

"You're so silent."

I sigh and debate whether I should tell him about my thoughts or not, eventually I do so since some questions have appeared on my mind.

"Be honest, is this what you want?"

"What do you mean?"

I shrug, "Being gentle..." Adrien takes my head between his hands and looks at me in all seriousness.

"Why wouldn't I?"

"Because that's something you have to get used to, none of your past relationships," I make sure to use quotation marks, "were really like this, were they?"

"Aftercare is important, you know, after every session."

"I know, but you're not only like this with me during aftercare. Do you mind treating me like this outside of all this...?"

"Lola," he still hasn't let go of my face, "I love you. More than anything, it's really not that hard for me to be gentle to you."

I feel how my heart gains on speed and his 'I love you' lingers in my head.

My lips instantly seek for his and he returns the kiss, tangling his fingers with my hair. Our slippery bodies rub together and I feel how it starts to prickle in my lower region.

I break our kiss with heavy panting and look at him, my hand finds it's way down to his stiff member. Adrien's breath hitches, his eyes are wide and innocent.

"Lola-"

"Shhh, let me do it. Please." He doesn't say anything and tensely allows me to go on with my action.

I slowly stroke his length and wait for his reaction. He shuts his eyes for a brief moment and exhales through his nostrils, which indicates, that I'm doing it right. His boner only grows further in my grip.

Working my way up, I begin to caress the head and then return to my sloppy fondling, in hopes of edging him. An audible moan escapes his lips, almost getting swallowed by the loud noise of running water.

Adrien's eyes open, as he hears the sound of me changing my position. He looks down at me, who is kneeling in front of his erection.

I look up at him and can tell, that he's unsure of what is about to happen. He takes my jaw between his thumb and fingers, forcing me to look up at him, as I'm about to take him in my mouth.

"Lola, you sure you wanna do this right now?"

"Yes." Is all I say, before I return to where I stopped.

I rub him once again to get him to become rock hard.

My lips gently touch the head and leave a little gap, for it to enter. Adrien takes a sharp breath, trying to keep himself under control.

I close my lips tightly around the tip and draw circles on it with my tongue, before I completely devour him.

"Holy fuck." He exclaims, throwing his head back as I begin to move my head back and forth.

I make sure to take his entire shaft in, so that his head hits the back of my throat. I take my hand and close my fingers around the base of his cock, moving them in the direction of my mouth.

His hand automatically pushes my head into him, feeling his length deeper than I thought I could.

I suction every inch of him, before I replace my lips with my hand, to take a breath, then continue to suck with my tongue wildly twirling around him. He manages to say my name in between his low grunts, ordering me to go faster.

I look up at him and enjoy the view of him losing himself in pleasure, as I do as he says. A salty fluid spread on my tongue, seeping through the corner of my mouth.

Adrien let's out a deep moan before he releases another load, stiffening in his spot. Veins have formed on his neck and his cheeks are flustered.

He looks down at me, breathing heavily as he recovers from the overwhelming orgasm.

I take his hand and he pulls me up into his arms and kisses my forehead.

"That was undoubtedly the best thing I've ever experienced." He says and I giggle. "Are you sure this was your first time?"

"Yeah, I didn't know what I was doing at first." I blush.

"You did pretty well." I nudge my nose in his neck and kiss him there, wishing I could go back to that moment and give him another blow job.

"I could stay in here forever." I say.

"Yeah, but if we stay in here for another ten minutes we will turn into raisins. Let's get out." He says before kissing me and turning the water off.

Adrien and I have breakfast at a local bakery, in the morning, while the sun is shining through the clouds. The air is cold, but we still sit outside, because I insisted on it. I want to enjoy every bit of spring.

Our eyes meet and both of us have to smile. We're finally at a state of just being happy, without any complications, this is truly what I always wanted. Although I sometimes manage to think back at the past, I'm able to let it be just a memory and nothing more.

"You know what? My mother has texted me and asked about you. I told her about us, I couldn't keep it to myself any longer." He says with a little guilt in his voice.

"It's okay, she's your mom."

"I really wanna take you home, they miss you a lot Lola."

"I don't know, isn't it too soon?"

"You already met them." He scoffs at my answer. "This time it's different, because we're really dating. It's very different to me and to you too." He leans forward and takes my hand, "Let's go tonight. They invited us over for dinner."

"I don't have anything to wear at the moment."

"You always have something to wear with me. That's not the problem."

I sigh and rub my temple, knowing very well, that I would like to go. It's just, that I'm too embarrassed to face them again.

"What if things will be awkward?"

"They won't, I promise."

"Fine." His smile grows big and he kisses the back of my hand, "I'll bake a pumpkin cake."

"Oh yeah, I almost forgot how crazy they are for your pumpkin cakes." I return his smile. "I love you." He says after a short silence.

"I love you too."

"Say it again."

"I love you, Adrien." His eyes are warm and full of hope, "I mean it."

"I don't deserve you."

"Yes you do, we deserve each other."

"I never wanna lose you again." He squeezes my hand.

He says it with so much sincerity, it's undoubtedly impossible, that I can ever let go of him. Adrien is all I want.