still human to me [osamu dazai x reader]

Moonlight | 9

author: *dies for a few months*

author being sick, having to stay home from school and on the verge of passing out while trying to
publish this chapter: c'est la vie 😼

sorry i thought that was funny, lmao heres this chapter

contains sexual content

Mellow rays of moonlight rippled through your curtains, and pooled on the centre of your bed. You laid awake, staring at out your window and at the night sky. Your eyes laid rest on the stars that stretched for infinity, along with the pale full moon and its watery strides.

All of a sudden, a figure emerged from out of the darkness. You gasped, slowly sitting up and attempting to study it. You wanted to be ready to defend yourself, but you couldn't shake the feeling of this figure being someone that you knew.

"[Y/N]."

You almost instantly recognized who it was.

Dazai walked towards you until he was at the end of your bed. He was dressed in a pair of black slacks and a white dress shirt that happened to be slightly unbuttoned. You mentally thanked the darkness for hiding your blush, while also feeling his gaze on your exposed form as well.

"What are you doing here?" You asked, your voice laced with tiredness.

"I couldn't stop thinking about you. I suppose you could say, you kept me up all night, [Y/N]."

Your face turned a whole new shade of red while Dazai chuckled to himself. "But thats besides the point. I need to speak with you."

Taking a deep breath, you got up from your bed and exited your bedroom, Dazai following closely behind you.  You walked into your kitchen and began preparing tea for the both of you.  "What is it you wanted to talk about?" You said.  Dazai took a deep breath.

"About the other night..." He started.  You mentally prepared yourself for what could've been next.

"I was just overwhelmed with everything I was hearing. I didn't think you were... well, you." He chuckled to himself. Dazai get up from his seat and stood behind you. You were still facing away from him, but his presence was definitely there.

"I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize for anything, Osamu."

"No, [Y/N], I'm sorry for this."

Before you could question him, he grabbed your chin and faced it towards him. He pressed his lips against yours, softly. You almost immediately kissed back, your hand finding his and intertwining it with his fingers. You turned to face him as Dazai ever so slightly pulled away, his face still hovering above yours. Your forehead was pressed against his, and you could feel his warm breath blanket your face.

You could barely comprehend what had just happened.
Dazai. Dazai came over to your house at God knows what hour, and kissed you. Was this just a dream?

You saw the immediate regret wash over his face. "I-i'm so sorry, I don't know what came over m-"

Before he could finish, you grabbed his cheeks and kissed him again, this time more passionately. You felt his tongue brush up against your bottom lip, and you let him in with ease. Your mind, heart and body raced with lust as his tongue explored your wet cavern.

You pulled away again, staring into his honey brown orbs. Your hands wandered up and tugged at his hair. "Behave, [N/N]." He chuckled as his hands grasped your waist. "I'll treat you well tonight."

OKAY SO

yea theres not much to say about that. I just wanted to write something a little bit spicy to make up for my absence. I know its not much, but i'm glad to be back. I hope you all are doing well! I'm not, unfortunately. As I've mentioned, I'm very sick. I've had to stay home for the past few days, and I know the moment I get back i'll be miles deep in homework.

I love you guys to pluto and back! ❤️